eff

today started off badly.

stuff happened,

then i stepped into mud,cursed like a mad dog :(

then the sesame oil chicken took a gazillion years to come.

and more stuff happened along the way back in church.

it rained like cats and dogs,

and i wanted to leave badly.

so headed off to near my house.

aunty's couz came with aunty and a friend to pick me up.

haha drove to some traditional massage place thingy.

i waited for them to finish.

talked to some really cute aunty working there.

she was really nice and friendly,but she started to nag haaha about,bfs,and studies.

sounds like my mum huh.

haha but she's cute lah,and she even gave me a hug?

very motherly.

:)

yep so after their massage,went to eat at gardens and home bitter home.

i feel like cutting my hair and putting in highlights.

howhowhow.

:/

hmm shall go think bout it.

goodbye humans.

xo

goodbye old memories,its time to make new ones.

went shopping with the mother after tuition.
went to clubmarc(thank you penee)
hahaha the suff there are effingggg cheap :}
got a pullover,tanktop and the blue version of pene's and brenda's wallet.
:D
the sale is crazy.
something from 49.90 to 5 bucks.
that's an example.heh

hmm then had guzheng exam which i screwed up so badly the starting was okay but my last song was like shit cos i missed out on a whole para from the music score and skipped all the way to the end part.
so yes.
i screwed up guzheng.my last exam,and thats the best i could do.
felt really mad at myself.
i mean,after taking 1 month to memorise the damn music score,i played okay during usual lessons,but when it came to the exam,nooo,i forgot the whole chunk of it.
there's a possibilty of failing.
:(
sigh.
nvm,met auntyyy!
hahaha.
hmm.bused to toa payoh,ate,and watched jy's performance.
haha it was good.
and funny :}
the only thing was that it was mostly in chinese and i didnt really understand -.-
but but,it was enjoyable.
:)

the thing ended late so had to rush home cos i was supposed to be home by 10.30
parents kpkb.
reached home around 11.30 plus?
sigh argued argued argued.
and it goes on.
but things are okay now.sorted out stuff.
i hope it gets into their heads.

oh yes.itchy fingers me plucked at my blister on my feet.and now its bleeding like o.o
i plastered it,but i realised i still seem to be leaving small blood trails around the house.
sounds gross.haha.
urgh but its getting on my nerves.

hmm yupp tmr is gonna be out again.
maybe going to see aunty?
i am crossing my fingers ^^

alrighty its 1.17am now so goodnight and sweet dreams dearies.

xo

no not for a long time.

i look moronic -.-

our lil project :)

goodbye dearest!

do take care of yourself,and like stef messaged and said,dont cause turbulance in the plane ok!

haha fat girl i am gonna miss you.

xo

woke up bright and early to see hanya off.

but ended up reaching there too early 9 plus and walked around terminal 2 and 3 with pene.

ate,talked,walked around.

and the smelly girl only came at 12plus?

haha oh well.

managed to see her off,and rushed back to serangoon.

auntyauntyauntyauntyaunty,

hahaha :D

busride to and fro from changi was horrible i tell you.

listened to pene's ipod,heard a few nice acoustic songs :)

but.but.

it was mostly about a sore butt and a bursting bladder.

not to mention,it was freezinggg.

:(

hmm and spent the rest of the day with aunty and aunty's friends.

walked around,ate,

watched wild child at lido.

:)

bimbotic.and good.

haha yes.

a rather cute storyline :}

hmm alright.

fingers rather lazy at this moment,and i am really really tired :(

have been on my feet since 9plus am?

:(
anyway i am currently missing seah yirou.

i realised i hate goodbyes,ok everybody does.

but,yeah.

i mizzzzz you hanya seah yirou you fat girl!

i think this is the first time she's gonna be away for so long :(

sigh oh well.

yes,and tmr is guzheng exam.

best.

haha havent touched the guzheng since the last practice session.

nvm.

go there,screw the thing and it will be over in no time!

:}

goodbye people,goodbye you.

xo

deleted.

i am exhausted.pooped out :(
woke up,and went to meet aunty and aunty's sister for breakfast.
:)
then followed aunty to dhoby and i left after awhile heh
rushed home.
got scolded by the mother.
tensions rose and sparks flew.
hahaa exaggerating.but yes.
i guess the neighbours now know how the seow family fight and quarrel.
zz
got quite tired of the mother's nagging and scolding which made no sense.
so left,and rushed off to hanya's house.
spent the whole day there doing the accounts and later playingg.
i accidentaly screwed her com.
cos that ass was insulting me on the com so we were like having slaming fights.
she slam the keyboard,i slam the keyboard.
slam slam slammm.
then the com crashed.
till her brother revived it.haha thank gosh.
:)
hmm and besides that,catfights on the bed.
though wanted to head out to catch a movie or just walk around,
the plan failed due to our laziness hah.

had amaths afterthat.
i think my teacher's gay -.-
tight pants,pms all the time,squeaky voice

though today was kinda mundane,
i sorta enjoyed myself.
stupid girl never fails to amuse me and make me laugh.
yes,and she's gonna leave for her holiday tmr :(
going to see her off bright and early at changi.
luv,shall miss you,you fat ass.

have been out since morning.
i think my body's gonna crash.
:/
hungry,tired,sleepy.
tmr gonna be out too.
plans with aunty should be :)
and guzheng exam is this saturday.
HAHA.EUNICE HASNT PRACTICED AS USUAL.
whoopee doopeedoo.
nehmind shall do so later.
i pity the neighbours.

alrightyyy off

xo



'Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there'

stop missing start smiling.

today was seah yirou day.
woke up,hanya came to my house to go through my stuff.
the stupid girl couldnt keep her ass on one spot.
kept running from upstairs to downstairs then upstairs to lie on my bed
SMELLY GIRL.
haha anyway headed to her house to do the pictures and stuff.
kinda got tiring at one point but nah it was fun too.
:)
then towned,and bugis after that,cos we needed a break and i needed retail.
bought stuff
happy happyy :D
OH AND AND.WE MET RACHEL GOH!
were super shocked and started to screech in the mrt.
rachel gave me a hug,and gave hanya a slap HAHA
:D
i missed her super badly so it felt good seeing her though it was only for a few minutes which involved us blocking people cos we were too busy trying to catch up on the things we have missed out on.
outing before christmas alright rachel!
i luv you :)

anywayy,
tmr gonna do the same thing,but will find aunty too cos didnt get the chance to meet today :(
heh ^^

yupp.shall upload the photos tmr when seah yirou sends them to meee.
sigh gonna miss her when she leaves for europe :(
2 weeks okay!
:(

oh yes learnt something rather cool at tll today.
bout those japanese girls and lolita and biker chicks.
rather interesting :}
kamakazi girls
gonna go find the show on youtube.
oh and teacher even showed us her facebook.
she's cool i tell you.
;)

now stomach's grumbling cos i havent fed it much today.
so i made myself some doggybag filled with biscuits and stuff to munch :D
alright.now i sound stupid -.-

haha okay thats all folks.
goodnight.

xo

pig i miss you.

the hair o.o

met aunty,headed for lunch with the friends too.

then guzhenged.

thum was in a good mood so no complains :)

anyhow,tmr is going to be seah yirou and me heh.

tonight gonna clearrrr my wardrobe.

cos i really really need the cash.

mother is tightening her wallet as usual z

and havent shopped for ages so yeah you get the drift :(

alright mr stomach is having a problem again

sigh

ahh anyway gonna go watch teevee while i still can before the father comes home and starts his whole speech about emaths again.

luv the holidays,but would be better without the parents.

think i am gonna come up with some plan to stay out the whole night

kinda have an idea haah

cant w8

:)

edited/

i just read someone's blog.and it pissed the living hell and daylights out of me.

i have no idea whether to confront her.

cos i dont want things to get out of hand and i dont see a need to

she has no idea at all and she anyhow say things,that i find too much.

i am fuming,boiling.

i am sorry that you cried and got upset.but you have no rights to say until put the blame on me right?

and say till i fucking easy.

cb.

if you aint happy,come find me and then tell me straight in my face.

dont post,and put my name big big for the whole world to see.

yes i am sorry.

you got hurt.

i got hurt too in the past and if you have no idea how deep it was,then you shut the fuck up.

so dont say i am the fucking main cause for wadever unhappiness you've got.

you dont even know me.like seriously.

you just know my name.

and you dont know what i went through,

so shut the hell up.

_\_

okay i dont know why i got so angry for.

maybe its just cos i hate it when i get misunderstood.

yes.

forget it.

i've moved on.

so i should not get too angry by such things.

and wad my friends said, has already proved its point for me to see.

i got it.

koo told me not to dirty my blog by saying such things but i need to get it off my chest.

aunty said not to cheapen myself.

so i shant.

:}

goodnight dear readers.

and sorry for the crudeness.

i am okay.

i just dont like it when people dont get the whole picture and come saying things about me.

i get angry

:(

xo

make up your mind

few weeks old.


met aunty in the morning.
then had guzheng.
nonstop.
my butt is sore,fingers hurt.
nehmind! it shall be worth it.
after this saturday it will be overrrr :D

i miss my friends.
all all all of them :(
dont know why,felt a sudden pang of sadness.
uh huh.

on a side note,havent been sleeping well these past few days.
around 2 plus will wake up to eat ruffles and drink apple juice then i can get back to sleep.
its a continous cycle
my body is screwed i tell you
mind,soul,and stomach.everytime i eat something,hoping it will get better,it just hurts more -.-
gastric?
z

i remember when i was young,i would take chairs,blankets and pillows,trying to form my own little tent.
then i would stay inside for the longest time,playing with my dolls and all.i had this imaginary world that nobody knew about,cos if i told them they would just call it silly.
so yes,i am thinking about making that little tent again.without dolls this time round,just me and when the house is empty of course.
hah just for the fun of it.and i will dump my phone away and all other distractions.
sounds like fun.
:)


xo


I'd rather,
Luther Vandross.

goodbye

the weather is horrible i tell you.
hot,hot,hot.
its tiring to even step out of the house already :/
wish it would suddenly snow haah how cool would that be huh :D
hmm, rather lazy to type so i will post peeks the next time round
see what the weather has been doing to me.
have been out these few days day to night day to night
till the parents are complaining again.
next week is gonna be sleep in all day long.
cos i am running low on $$
:/
been having moodswings recently too
unable to shop due to my mood.
the only thing that really caught my eye besides the topman shirt,was some cute pocket tee at fourskin.
but all the colours i wanted,had no S.
best right.so i left with a heavy heart :(

urgh.stupid weather.
the minute i step out,i feel like melting.
z
okay gonna go take an ice bath :D
SERIOUSLY GONNA BRING ICE CUBES.
smart huh :B
alright offff!


xo




breathe in,out and give a smile.
you will be alright.

oh :)

my favourite cousin

this is the boy,that used to steal my food when i was a lil girl.

he taught me how to eat fast haah.and guess wad.he is a few months younger than me,and a head plus plus taller than me.its scarier in real life.trust me.

worse thing,i have to tilt my head up to talk to him.

monkey for my cousin.

CUTIE PIE.WE CALL HER PRINCESS. :D

the happy couple

went to the wedding with a bad start as the mother kept making noise about wad i was wearing.

saying i looked like some sick patient and all.

z
atmosphere was really good.romantic,and sweet.

bet any girl who went there would feel like getting married straight away HAHA.

;D

recieved some shocking sms from thum.

o.o nearly died laughing and also of shock.

well,today spent most of the time watching dvds,slept,and ate.

then headed out,watched madagascar 2,and walked around.

sat at some bridge near the river.lights were awesome.

esp when the sky turned dark

fooled around haha

:)

then after a long long while,dragged my unwilling butt of th bench and bused home to listen to my dearest parents usual rants and naggings.

still love them though.

and and i desperately need moolahh.

:(

sigh starving myself wont work and getting a job is a no way.

urgh.okay gonna go.

having hunger pains.

xo

i can,

take me on a trip,

okay cos my blog's screwed,i am gonna say today is a thursday :}

played guzheng for 6 hours today.
buay tahan.
poor fingers are aching right now as i am typing.

hmm gonna head off for some relative's wedding dinner.
unsure of wad to wear,really tempted to just wear shorts and tee,cos am too too lazy to drag my butt to the closet and kill my brain cells on having to decide on wad to wear.
yet,then again,my mum will most prolly start going on her speech about why i shouldnt go shopping at all and she should just get me a towel to wrap myself up cos theres no use buying so much and not wearing them at all.
makes sense?
anywayyy,
problem is,i have no idea who is getting married,or how he/she is related to me.
heh.when i reach,i will find out :)
its gonna be at clarke quay
crossing fingers i can run off later,during the dinner.but have serious doubts :/

okay.thy father is pissed again.
zzz
gotta go.
hope there will be good pictures!
it's a wedding afterall :D


xo




I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
Mother Teresa

for hanya yours truly,

i remember in primary school we had this booklet telling us wad days our birthdays fall on.

your birthday was on ''World Toilet Day''

:D

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday to hanyaaa

happy birthday to you.

thank you for being that ass you are

i am glad to have known you since pri2.

thank you for the shoulder and ear that you will never fail to lend whenever i am upset or start teh-ing.

i am sure you know how very important you are to me already huh

& i already ran out of words to say as most of them are already in the card i made for you.

so yeap,

love you dear girl

and i am looking forward to the many exploring,sungei,coffee,shopping trips with you till we grow old and cant move.

then,you can sit on the stool i got for you as your present :D

happy birthday once again,hope you enjoy your day,and God bless you dear

love, with all my heart.

edited/

today,housed,watched movies,slept.

then out to meet the rest for hanya's bday suprise.

which was kinda spoiled when i called jon yuan and he read aloud my number so hanya got suspicious -.-

haah.

it was really funny cos they blindfolded her.

me and heather were sitting nxt to her.and hanya who was blindfolded at that time kept screaming into my direction,''EUNICE.ITS EUNICE."

while using her hands to touch my body,hair and thighs-.-

she recognised me,blindfolded,and it was hilarious.

HAH STUPID GIRL YOU TOUCH ME SO MANY TIMES ALR RIGHT THATS WHY LIKE THAT.

:D

kissed her on the cheek too lol.

got back for the many times she caused my face to have pimples.

haha.

anyway,yes had fun

:)

okay!gonna rush offf.

tmr is a wedding dinner :3

so sweet huh.

byee lovelies!

xo

''its what you turned me into,''

Dear you.

yesterday went out with my dearies to celebrate hanya's birthday.
had funny conversations.
ate ate ate.
chocolate fondue was heaven.
swearr.
hmm but later on,things happened again,
and yeah.felt really horrible inside on the way home.

i sat on the mrt floor,staring at the damn phone thinking whether to send or not.
though it just contained one word,it felt like it took ages just to press the green button.
but after wad my friends said,yeah,i realised wad they said were true.
ytd,when i saw those msgs,i realised i am affected by it.and it wasnt surprising to me.
but i know why.
i feel angry,stupid and upset.
you are the one who went off first.get it straight.
maybe i am better now,yes i admit.but you have no rights to make it out as if i was having an easy time.for 6fucking months plus i suffered.
i know that by posting such stuff up,i am courting trouble.and i usually dont like posting my feelings on the blog for the whole wide world to see,so yes.i should stop here.
this time,i will listen.


anyhowww thank you guys for being there.
love the usuals!
♥


like a complete piece of art,

suddenly

dance teacher:is your guzheng teacher ''xing thum'' de.
me:haha yeah
dance teacher:orhh na ge bu jiang dao li de ah?
me:HAHA SHI DE.

:)
omg the whole wide world knows him haha

but nehmind!
today he called me to one side and said that he felt remorseful
haha when xw and pea heard the first thing they said was like woahhh.
i was so shocked.the first time he actually scolded someone and apologised.
o.o
feel darn shuang now :)
afterrr that dinner,walked around houses.



things happened.
i am not happy.i am sick and tired.
fuck off.i just want that big hand to hold.
i dont know wad to do.i am sorry.i hurt you again didnt i.


goodnight dearies.
gonna run,

xo.

dont know/

ya ni :D

ZOU LAO SHI.

this aunty is damn cool i tell you :) she does wonders with hair.HAHA.

yuling,kailing. :)

my dearest siew bin! next year olvls must chiong okay! love you xo

okay i look bald :( haha anyway jie xin! da jie jie yay thank gosh ou are gonna continue next year :)

my first good buddy i made in dance.have been missing you since i changed class :(

see the difference before and after! >:( goshh.

today is the big day.

after two years of hard work,we finally performed today.

i know it sounds damn dramatic,but if you were part of this performance,you would understand why.

big part or small part,we all contributed.and trust me,tears,blood,sweat has been shed in the process.

though we all know wad happened behind the scenes,people having high fever and some puked,one fainted,and we all have had our bruises and scratches due to falling down,

but once we went on stage,we were as one.

the audience would never know,and all the performers would hope for,is that their dance would be successful.

today was my last day performing on this stage for nanyang.

when i was standing backstage getting ready for the finale,i realised how fast time has passed.

looking back,when i was pri2 and i first joined NAFA,i hated dance.

i was always looking forward to going home from dance lessons.but now,i am actually dreading to leave my friends.

i know i always have been the lazy type,who needs extra pushing.

next year,i would graduate.

so while i watched the others performing today,i told myself,that i would strive as hard as i can next year.though i have skipped many grades,and its hard for me to cope,i told myself that even if i was to break all my bloody bones in my body,i am going to do well in my grade 13 dance exam next year.

at the end of the whole performance,we were all backstage.though everyone was quiet,and waiting for their turn to go on stage to curtsy one last time,i am sure we were all trying to remember this moment backstage.

the feeling cant be described in words.

yup.

kinda sad that this would be my last performance but i am happy i made the most out of it.

okayy enough of the sad sob sob story.

on a brighter note,played with makeup today damn fun heh,and got away with all my earrings :D

so proud of myself haha.

and though i usually hateeee putting up my dance photos,cos the costumes look damn oprea-like i am gonna make an exception cos its my last performance heh.

so any irritating faggish comments about how stupid i look,do keep it to yourself :P

i am gonna miss siew bin,xi yu,wang qing,ya ni and a whole lot of others from my previous class :( sigh oh wells.do take care loves!

tmr theres gonna be dance.we are gonna learn the grade 13 stuff.

break a leg seow yimin!

haha then gonna rush for guzheng and screw his face.

i dont care :P

and maybe dinner not sure heh :/

kayy got to run and make calls.

goodbyeee

xo

mixed emotions

woke up at 11 today,had to be at bugis by 11.15.
screeched ran out of the house and cabbed,reached at 11.45
thank gosh i missed her scolding session.
apparently i got there after she finished scolding those latecomers
:)
danced,danced,danced
then went to bugis for a short while to get things with siew bin and continued dancing.
hmm met aunty and had dinner with the friend.
funny i tell youuu hahaha.

dinner with a conversation consisting of shitty fish,walked through the housing estates sipped cheap wine which was bitter and ending having to wait for the friend to cab down to follow the bus as the eggtarts were still on the bus.most expensive eggtarts one can have huh :)
other retarded things happened too.
lol.

hm was talking to seah yirou,her mum is super cute.
talked abt shaving and plucking.
:D
hahaa

hmm tmr's the performance!
break a leg euniceeeee :D
peeks will be up soon


to sheralyn:HAHA MY DEAR YOU LOCK YOUR BLOG NVR INVITE MEEE HURRY WHEN YOU SEE THIS TELL ME THE DAMN PASSWORD.LOVE YOU.lol and i am not your bloody mummy. :P

to debbie:haha i type here cos its abit too long.haha yeah i bought it and i like i like! :D
and yeah dont remind me.he is a fucker.seriously.the problem is that there isnt a damn bruise.its just hurts.and i tried too heck care him but he was screaming directly in my face with his saliva spraying.then he was scolding in chinese and i didnt get it.i was so angry i wanted to tell him to fuck off but i couldnt like duh right so i got so angry i cried lah cb.
:( urgh! lol anyway heck him.such a pms bitch.lol anywayyy how was rihanna? :D

gone.

today started out happy.

and ended out like bullcrap.

shall say the unhappy things first

get it offffff my chest :(

he screamed and shouted at me today.

i had to rush off for dance so needed to be excused earlier

when i first asked,he said no and scolded me,so i couldnt be bothered i walked off,called my mum.

later she msged him and actually called him but he was ''too busy'' to talk.

bo ji

sorry huh i am rather angry right now.

then after he got my mum's msg,he came into the room and called me out.

infront of all my friends and juniors,started screaming and spitting saliva in my face.

saying that i kept missing guzheng and that i didnt care about the cca at all.

then scolded me for not turning up in the morning to practice extra since i would be leaving earlier and not turning up tmr.

to add on to things he started going on and on about how disappointed he was in me,and how i shouldnt act blur yadyada crap.

i was boiling.

hello mister.

number one.i did not pon cca many times.i had valid reasons.and you allowed me to miss it so whats your problem.

number two.the lesson in the morning is for the sec1s.i am sec3,how would i know i am supposed to turn up if nobody informed me?you told me to take the initiative but the thing is that i didnt even know that such a thing existed,so how am i supposed to ask?

number three.who the hell say i act blur.i really didnt know.and why should you be disappointed in me if i didnt do anything wrong?you are the one that lacks understanding.

i was fuming.

he screamed so loud,that even the band girls overheard the whole thing.

i am not even at fault here.i have fulldress dance rehearsal.i cannot miss it what do you want me to do.

yes i have my grade 8 gz exam coming up but right now my performance is more impt cos its this sat.

this is pirioty.

i cried.for the first time in my whole secondary school life i actually cried in school amd infront of humans -.-

my life isnt exactly a bed of roses,and there has been plenty of shit fag times but but i cant believe i actually cried for guzheng.

of all things.

i wasnt sad.

i was pissed,mad,that i wanted to blow up,and just screw him in his face but yet,i couldnt.

so near and yet so far.no?

hah.

anyway.

thank God for the cool taxi driver that gave me a packet of tissue and told me the day would get better,and aunty who called the minute i was upset,and my dance friends who showered me with hugs.

:)

oh yes,did i mention,he used force on me.

i can sue your ass bastard.

forget it.

shant talk about this anymoree waste my energy,heh.

woke up early today and went to watch people ice skate

hahaha funny.

laughed laughed.

yeap.

:)

anyway anyhow tmr's gonna be dance dance and hopefully with fingers crossed,dinner :)

goodbye lovelies.

hope it'll be a better day.

xo

love you.

hi hi hi

am backkkk.

its been longgg and busy days for me :(

cant really remember much of how i have spent tuesday so yeah.

vaguely recall,out with aunty,then out with pea toh in the night.

caught HSM for the third time,owe pea a drink due to zach efron not being hot.

wtf he is.

-.-

urgh nvm.besides that,experienced having my batt super low and the urge to pee on the mrt floor :/

pardon my gibberish,am rushinggg.

hah.

so today woke up super bright and early to meet aunty,

headed down to east coast.

played,had fun :)

then had to rush off to meet my dear girl.

felt like a bloody bulb the whole time.

zzz.

hahaha told __ to buy flowers for ___ :D

so funny you should have seen their faces.

haha so after feeling super brightttt

and tired of all the gooseberry chasing,

rushed to novena.

ate with aunty and aunty's friends.

then off to tuition.

z

was b.l.o.o.d.y boring.

quarrelled with the parents in the car.again.

geez.whoever who is the girl that was on the radio telling the whole wide world she was starting to get ready for olevels NOW,during the hols should seriously just go and die.

cos she has been making my life super horrible.

sigh ahh well okay got to run.

:(

tmr's another busy day ahead.

guzheng,dance.outing.

goodbye lovelies!

xo

am i doing the right thing/

out out out today.
went to art friend to get things :D
saw alot alot of nice stuff i wanted to get.
but i controlled okay!
and i bought all the necessary things for my ''project'' secretttt/
contended :)

hmm then went to guzheng.
got damn damn pissed.
sorry if i get really crude here but yeah.
the bitch of a teacher was pmsing the whole way.
when i first started my lesson,she was all smiles and even joked with me.
and the minute thum lao shi arrived,within 5 seconds,
she started to scold me.
and kept whacking my music score.
her mood got so bad that thum lao shi could overhear her screeching at me through the walls,
and he even came into my classroom to find out wad was going on.
faggart,two-faced person.
yes,maybe she wanted to give her boss a good impression of her being hardworking and stuff
but this is totally the wrong way of handling it.
i was so shocked and furious.
i played so hard that i felt like i was tearing the strings off the guzheng.
wanted to throw a fit,ask her wad the hell was wrong with her,and then just get my bag and leave.
but obviously,didnt,cos i knew the consequences of doing so.
thum talked to me about it after guzheng.
thank god he was understanding abt it and even tried to joke with me about looking like obama -.-
hmm so after guzheng was so frustrated but
the big box of honeystars cheered me upp.
:D

this week is gonna be out out out.
dance and other things.gonna be lightbulb even seh ;)
hahahaaa.
performance on saturday!
:D
like finallyyy.after 2 years.
:)
this is gonna be my last performance for NAFA.
cos gonna graduate next year :/
sigh cant bear too.

hmm yeap,ok
gonna shower and try and cool myself down thanks to that asswipe.


xo



is it right.

you say you do,but you dont.

we couldnt sleep the whole night.listened to gracelynn's ipod,talked,camwhored :)

flash was killing our eyes.

diane!my partner for the day :D

knew you since i was a lil kid,felt great catching up with you in camp :D

the end :)

sorry wont be uploading a lot of photos cos am too lazy to wait.

heh.

tmr gonna head out!

errands to run and last but not least to show my face at the place i love most x10x10 (eunice says it with most sacarsm intended to be heard)

guzheng.

z

okayy gonna run.

byee.

xo

what to do.

why

i am backkk.

friday-had a super busy dayy
went to school for intensive.
hhaa ponned chem in the morning,cos koo here wasnt going.so it was very tempting.
hmm,woke up rather late,but felt bad for not telling my mum,
so i told a half white lie :D
said that i got timings wrongg.hahh.
so went later for just bio,in case fat lard kp.
seriously.a.waste.of.time.
:(
spent the whole bio lesson doodling sigh.
hmm was kinda tempted to miss lit after that,cos esther offered to help me cover up!
but nahh eunice seow turned up okay :D

then rushed home and went out again,
007 is a waste of money.
dont go watch it.
the minute we sat down and the movie started,
didnt get the story plot at all.-.-
was freezing and butt was aching like hell.

anyway chionged to school later in the night,
met up with the others and headed for churched!

played a few games.
reagan(sp?) accompanied me at my station.
which was at a bloody dark staircase z
had alot alot of mosquito bites.
and cos i go so fed up waiting,
when one group arrived,in made them pluck grass for me as part of the game :D
hmm didnt sleep the whole night.
was planning to eat supper with aunty and a few others but didnt in the end.
around 1-2 am went down to macs eat talk.
stayed there for awhile and headed back to church.
didnt sleep till 4am around there?
me,gracelynn and tricia were kinda fuming over something shant mention.
yepp.

saturday-pangsei-ed aunty again in the morning.
sorry!
haha too cold,too tired :(
hmm left for sentosa early inthe morning.
sort of stoned throughout cos was really dead.
:/

played games there!
the ''no n-g'' game,
i was doing thestraw and rubber band game,
ryan came to help thank god cos there were to many people to take already.
haha made it damn difficult for the groups to pass on to the next stage,kept making them go back to the first stage.
;D
had great fun.
then after lunch,
paired with diane to do the ''blind-backstabbing game''
it was super amusing seeing blind-folded people whacking each other with newspaper
HAHA esp when hanya challened jon yuan.
omg effff funny! you should have seen!
hahahaha.
hmm added afew bonus points if the groups could make for me nice sand angels and plucked grass for me and diane
oh yes!
WAR GAMES next.
was super funny cos we were helping out at the torture chamber.
made people eat mentos tgther with soya sauce,had them get wet from head to toe and made to roll around inthe sand till they looked like muah chee.used colgate as hair gel,and many many moree!
:D
got wet by many many people couldnt even rmb.
then a few asses threw water bombs at me and aimed at my butt.
the worse thing was that i was wearing __.
gosh,i kinda showed the finger.
and second time,i was like''who is that bitchhh'' and people stared
._. now i kinda feel abit paiseh for being so crude.eunice control your mouth!
embarrassing :(

hmm and when people were getting dunked,me and gracelynn happened to be taking a stroll along the sea.
our convo:
G:ehh thank gosh our hairs are not wet huh.
E:yeah phew.
G:okay,i think we better not say too early,later we kena.

-a few second s later-
eunice seow and gracelynn got separately carried by a group of friends,
and was dunked into the sea.
^&**&^$%
i swallowed the oily seawater!
was superrr bitter and salty!
:(

drenched.
headed back first cos needed to rush home
we were planning to shower in sentosa but the toilet we went to had no showers,
so i changed my wet tee and shorts,washed my hair in the sink.
went home looking deranged cos my hair had sand,and was wet.face was lobster red cos i am burnt now!
:(

oh yes and went for dinner with the father's side.
it was good cos havent met the cousins for a long time.
HANHAN IS MUCH MUCH TALLER THAN ME NOW WTH.
MY HEAD CANT EVEN REACH HIS SHOULDERS!
worse still he is a few mths old younger than me!
:(
got teased for my red drunkered looking face,
played with the younger ones.
they bullied me :(
but i couldnt bear to scold cos they were so so cute!

haha yes.
and today had breakfast at kovan :P
thankyou aunty for the sugarcane!

hmm headed home and gonna go out again.
so shall stop here
shall upload photos laterr :D

xo



speechless.

maybe,its because,

had to return to school.
tsk.waste of time.

slept through amath.with ms wong picking on me.got quite irritated then didnt want to pay attention.
guess the only good thing is that i could miss guzheng!
gonna go to the doc later for mc
:D
i was rather shocked that thum lao shi let me off like that!
went into the guzheng room,
then he was rather irritated,

he:why you nvr come last practice?
me:erm cos the next day have olvl then peijin went to ask ms wong..
he cut me off halfway and said:aiya okay so po po ma ma -.-
me:erm but but today i cant go for lesson cos i got allergy reaction then need go see doc(points to my flushing pinkish cheeks)\
he:huh?! but like that look prettier leh.

o.o
lol.super paiseh cos my juniors were all there but hahaha left the guzheng room.
minute the door closed,ran to kooo(she was waiting outside)
was so happy i didnt even put on my shoes!
:D

anyway anyhow,
yesterday was good.
dinner with aunty.and aunty footed the whole bill!
omg was super shocked but aunty i owe you one!
hmm oh yeah and later in the night i got this song dedication!
hahaha screamed like a bitch.
auntyyy thank you :}

oh yeah but on the other side,called muttons for effing long,and couldnt get through.
the line was busy all the wayy.
koo me pea were like ringing them up continously!
even aunty gave a shot at trying haha.
so yeah so demoralising huh D:
NVM.WE SHALL TRY AGAIN TONIGHT.
ytd,on the radio heard bimbo yew's voice
"ella ella ella ella ella ella"
hahaha mad girl won the damn tics the day before wthhh.
laughed so hard that i nearly knocked my head against my bed ._.

yeah and many stuff happened later on in the night.
hmm yeah.

after that whole night lay restless.


yeahh.okay nvm.
tmr's gonna be a busy dayy.
wont be home,and maybe gonna stay out the whole night!
i am counting on it heh :D
will update soon yeah.

xo

maybe you should just let me be.

you hong,i pain.its gonna be forever the same.

i aint stupid.so stop hurting me with the words you say.

who

pardon the crudeness.

but.

the fuckingggggg mofo paper is overrr :D

HA-HA-HA-HA.

world here i come :)

hmm,it was quite okay.

but thats wad i fear.

everytime i think its okay,get back my results back and its a whole new thing.

familiar words,familiar questions,

but i couldnt really remember the answers.

:/

haha heck heck heck.

its over over overrr -screeches and run round like in circles throwing confetti in the air-

anyway i would like to thank all my lovelies for wishing me good luck the night before the test.

hanya(though it was 2 days earlier.stupid girl wanted to rub it into my face haha but nvm i love you all the same.)stef, pene,sarah(PUI YOU SAY YOU ARE GONNA BUY ME BNJS DONT FORGET:D)pea(omg bitchhhh you are going for the concert!wtf >:( ) aunty(yay we are gonna fail together huh!) and many many moree sorry if i forgot or left you out.eunice seow is so haapy right now her brains gonna burst and she's in euphoria!

:D

heh.

and guess wad.

ytd night while on the phone with aunty,

pea toh msged: omgomg!debbie won tics to rihanna! :D:D:D:D:D

me:omg omg wtffff ahhhhh!

pea toh:haha i am going with her! :D

me:OMG?! _\_

>:( lucky bunch!

left me screeching and cursing on the phone with aunty on the other line.

so paiseh haha.

but.

ahh koo and i are gonna bombard the bloody radio station with calls tonight i swear i swearrr!

koo we are gonna attend the concert i tell you!

:(

oo.oo.oo.

okay gotta cool myself down.

eunice is a h-a-p-p-y girl :)

ponned intensive after o's and gonna go for dental later in the afternoon.

then gonna meet aunty eat and head off for tll later.

i am off!

so many many things to do and catch up on all the fun i have missed.

:D

xo

what am i supposed to say.

time.

tomorrow,i am gonna face the paper of my nightmares.
havent prepared hard enough for it,so i am aware that i am gonna just go there and there is a super high chance that i am just gonna fail the whole thing.
but that means that i totally wasted my time for these past 3 years.
staying back late,having to tahan all those boring chinese lessons,and studying my guts out over the prev's hcl exams.
they are all gonna go to waste :(
feel really bad somehow :/
so dear God,i am just praying that i wont screw the paper up so badly beyond regconition
please pleaseee help me get it over and done with pretty please.
i pray deep deep down from the pit of my heart.
okayy have no idea wad i am talking about.
zz.
talking gibberish again :/

hao,i am off to mug!
wish me luck.
i need plenty of it for someone who has always been scraping through all those stupid tests.
:(

xo

your nothing but a womanizer.

i needa study chinese!

:(

but i cant even sit down for 5mins to concentrate.

there's hardly anything to study in the first place!

if you can do it,means you can,if you cant,means you cant.

no?

:(

pressure pressure pressure pressure pressure pressure.

gonna stay at home today and prolly try and pyscho myself into memorising some chinese stuff.

haha oh yes thanks to cleo,

womanizer is now stuck in my head.

._.

womanizer womanizer woman-woman-izer your a womanizer oh womanizer oh your a womanizer baby.

hahaha its a damn slutsy song but it has some catchy tune in it that stays in your head for the longest time.

okok gotta get that song out of my head.

its damn distracting.

when i see people on the streets,the bloody tune would be ringing in my head o.o

hahaa gosh theres something wrong with me.

heh.

ok gonna run.

study study study eunice its just a few more days time.

i smell freeeeedom!

:D

xo

hang hang on

i feel tired.
:(
Eunice is in a horrible mood.
woke up late,and missed aunty's morning surprise call haha.
hmm.missed cell but managed to rush in time for service.
was planning to sit with the brother but had a pleasant surprise,
smelly girl yirou was sitting right behind!
:D
she was late too heh.
handed up my form for youth camp :}

anyway ah seahed with the usuals.
went back to church for awhile and i couldn't take it anymore,
super super sleepy so decided to head home to my bed.
:/
don't know why suddenly so moody and lifeless :/
heh maybe the time is coming again.
z

okayz.
i just typed out this huge chunk of words containing my frustrations
but deleted it just by pressing ''backspace''.
._.
i feel tons better already hahh it works.

anyway gonna go for dance laterrr wish me luck lovelies.
hope my old injury doesn't act up again.

xo


you wont be there.


edited/
came back from dance.
goshhh i am pissed.
i got reprimanded for 15 mins?
cos i told her that i couldn't attend the rehearsal due to my ah gong's bday celebration.
she told me that i needed to get my priorities right.
and when i told her my dad thought that it was only right for me to attend the dinner and miss the rehersal,
she said my dad got problem.
like wtf.
i was boiling.
firstly,maybe she should be the one who needs to get her priorities straight.
my ah gong is old.and his birthday is a rather big thing
much more important than her bloody class.
secondly,she has no rights to scold my dad.and she better thank god i didnt tell him wad she said abt him if not she would have ended getting pulverised by my dearest father,
and world war 3 would have started.
hmm haha nvm heck her and her stupid lessons!
ranted to aunty yay felt better huh.

hmm yep and just finished talking to my dearie on the phone.
hahahaa she uh.
lol not bad not bad.
haha laughed at wad she told me ;D
poledance huh huh ahahahahaha
lol wished i was there to seeee 8D
ranted a hell lot of things :/
hmmm.
yup.

oh yes.
olevels in 2 days time.
:(
ahh wells.
shall go there,sit down in the freezing hall and screwwww the paper!
it will be over in no time.
:D

xo

We hurt to Love,we love to hurt.

woke up late today.
haha i think i nearly even missed lunch!
1.50 ._.
wanted to head down to dby but nahhh too lazy to drag myself all the way there.
went to serangoon macs instead.

indulged in fats :

haha aunty came to meet me!
his friends thought he really was my aunty.
reactions were priceless heh.
walked home,catched up,havent seen aunty for a gazillion years.

hmm,anyway koo called.
hahah i thought she was at macs too luh o.o
hmm,dearie not bad seh :D
okk she's gonna kill me for that hehe :P

hmm so now rotting here at home.
but rather contented cos i read 2 chinese compos
:)

okay am off to my daily online retail therapy
i want to find good buys! 8)

xo