you can sit beside me when the world comes down

picture spam of my friday afternoon - night and saturday night.

credits to pearlyn toh/debbie yew thankkks love love ^^



friday--->

this is why i couldnt eat.


they were meant to wear gloves

pea is crazy lol

sick shit with eyelashes and it belongs to you me him her :>

then,after cca--->

more pics from ytd

all rather unglam due to the sweating

on debbie and sharon's saturday dinner-->

there were many rude people staring at us.no manners tsk.

heck,we had fun shrilling laughing yakking phototaking laladeedee dum.

oh yes and not to mention walking in the rain at the end :D

just look at the both of us -..-happy birthday hungry girl :)

hello chng thank you for accompanying me together with xh to bugis sorry about the whole rain rushing walking here and there just for my costume.haha oh yes stupid made me feel so bright,shining away okay lol.but still thanks lub xxxx

alright so i am done with my picture spam till i get more from bimbo and xinyi,hopefully soon.

its raining,dad's pissing again,AAR is ringing in my head till now ahh darn.

mum's back,i feel like cutting my hair/fringe and i wanna pull her to haji one day i want my sandals,tee and dye hehe ^^

so i guess its byebyebye for now.

x

move along move along,

i am still waiting for the peeks so shall upload them in a day or two.

school- we had disection of a pigs eyeball.i didnt feel hungry after that lol.

then had guzheng which was boring yawn yawn

it ended real late so we had to cab to zouk.

the gig started damn late we waited for 123456 mins/hours. :(

beatboxing was so so funny and amusing at the same time.

then The All American Rejects came up.

and they performed for only like 20mins?

short but well the few mintues were adrenaline filled.

so for that short moment of highness,was rather fun.

my ears were clogged up though thanks to pea's screeching -.-

haha and the muttons were there giving away freebies i think.

and they commented on her screaming when they picked her :o

lol i swear that girl is a loudhailer. HAHAHA love you lah. :)

oh oh yeah and they were throwing their guitar picks.

i got one,it like landed infront of me. :o

pea,lok did too

debbie had grabbed one.but some asshole stepped on her hand when she was trying to pick it up and that guy took it instead _/_

anyway reached home around 11 ish so was so tired so bathed and slept.

alrighttttt

i am done here.

off to bugis to deliver my costume and then meeting the rest for dinner and maybe a movie and night to celebrate D's bday.

crossing my fingers dad wont last mintue start pmsing again.

okayyy gotta rush -waves-

xx

gigigigiggig

hi dear brother omg i found your old picture in mum's laptop HAHAHA.
i dont know if you are seeing this,god i hope not,
i just realised how much better you look with longer hair in the past.lol :P
and btw i wish you were here right now i need a ear i want to teh whine at you
stupid national service :(

how was your day?

ytd night was,erm.

tuition,the people,the teacher and stuff.

god i felt really.

i am sorry.

today was alright in the starting and it got bad at the end.

bugs eye bugs eye bugs eye bugs eyeee hahah yes yes yirou yesyes chng?yay imma happy girl :D

then.

cca had this sudden spotcheck on attire and stuff.

was on fire.

chickens,dogs.

when one does something wrong,one should dare to admit it.dont point fingers.judge yourself before you start judging others.

why stomp?why get angry?

no we didnt do anything wrong in raising our hands and stuff.

we arent trying to do you in.we arent assholes.we just want fairness.

and theres no need to act as if we are bitches and give us that face gosh i have enough.

_/_

okokokk i told myself i would control my tongue.

i think it needs scrubbing

somehow i just dont know why but the tolerance level has been getting darn bad recently

sigh gonna work on it.

on a side note,

tmr's gonna be real tiring but worth it i hope.

school,cca and maybe the concert thingy later at night.

dad actually allowed :D

really suprised.i didnt think he would say yes.

okay.maybe its cos he doesnt know where its held.

yay.tmr is gonna be friday.

i smell weekends,nights out,shopping lalala.

:)

so in order to make it to saturday,i will survive tomorrow.

having to meet the teacher with pea in the morning to check attire once again,though i have no proper pinafore to wear -.- but heck.

i will survive the disection of the pigs eye,i will survive dogs cats chickens cows,i will survive cca.

look on the bright side,yes?

alright goodnight all.

sweet dreams sleep tight.

x

i would like to dye the heart white and clean

i am tired and i really want to sleep.
was occasionally knocking out during school.
i cant remember anything.
except for playing with some stuff toy birdy with a detached arm which travelled from hanya's class to underneathe my table and later getting flung around, hugging my bag and falling asleep in chapel.
my usual unglamness made chng laugh -..-

well i cant wait for the weekends.
i need to shop pretty badly and i want more tie-dyes.
chinatown was cancelled today but its alrightt,crossing fingers for saturday with yirou before debbie' dinner and movie after that or more more shopping in the night.

on a side note, mind heart brain is kinda screwed now
i dont know whats wrong with me dammit.
life does not make sense sometimes,dont you think so?
i know i will regret saying all these later,but for now,i really just want to grow up.
i am sick of such things that dont really matter as a whole but just that cos it catches you at a sensitive moment,that it will succeed getting to you.and frustrating your mind brain and stuff.
i am tired.did i already say that just now?

urgh.okay forget what i just said,bet it didnt make sense its just a whole load of gibberish.
gonna head for my retail therapy now.
it works wonders lol.
i am depending on that to lighten me up.


x

hello i am a thief and i am here to steal your heart

hai hai hai

common tests are officially over for me *throws confetti*

amath lesson after that was spent playing with itouch.

chng used deb's and i used mine to play sneezies.

then had lots of fun laughing over pickup lines.

the real hardcore corny ones knocked us out,sniggering,wiping away tears and laughing like assholes behind the class cos we were trying to imagine saying them to ms wong infront who was doing her usual speeches.

i shant put all the pickup lines up cos i shall prove chng wrong ^^

but you know what,putting aside the lame and stupid pickup lines that guys use to pick up girls,there are the really sweet ones :)

house meeting was cancelled today and we went down to vivo.

had subway laughed laughed laughed over a piece of lettuce,

made noise there,they went to watch a nc16 movie wth pea stole her sis ic lol -.-

and homed.

so yeap that was my day.

gonna go down to novena later in the night for english.

exams are over,and i swear i am a much much happy girl :)

ps SEAH YIROU IF YOU SEE THIS I WANT MY PICTURES YOU OWE FROM A GAZILLION YEARS and and and i am freeee no more tests lets go shopping pweeease :>


x

would know better,

thisisgonnabeashortshortpostcosineedtogetbacktobiology

andiamstressedtothecorenowfffffcosicantrememberanything.

school was survivable.
amath was... i dont know either but nvm glad the paper is over.
one more left,and i am having hell lots of problems from it.
sigh.
i think,i need a bigger brain.

oh yeah plus not to mention,i think its so unfair that A3 and A1 has to be have their bio papers tmr while the others finished theirs today.
cos now while everybody is stressfree watching tv shopping talking eating playing out,
we are all stuck at home studying our guts out and trying to smash as much information into our heads though its already overdosed.

sigh okok look on the bright side.

tmr i am free.free.free.
hello shopping hello outings hello dinners out hello haji with hanya
i wanna get my diy stuff,fingers real itchy already :)

alright so its back to excretion and homeostasis now.
shall try not to think too much about not being able to memorise the shitting process and heat loss heat gain yada yada and freaking out,
but rather how it would be after the paper.

crossing fingers that bio would be alright.

x

side effects,

i think i am coming down with a flu.
though choy was sheltering us,i still got wet.
stupid rain.
from head to toe,and now i am suffering from the effects :(
had a tiff with the parents sigh.ridiculous them,ridiculous reasons.
somehow adults love their face so much, no?

hmm anyway yesterday was gooood.
haha had tuition.
then homed,and out around 2.45ish to meet fatty.
along the way met many familiar faces samuel poh issac herman heather.
haha we donated to herman.
cos we understand how irritating it is waiting for people to donate money to you.sucks lol.
we didnt end up going to fusion :x
felt bad for lying to my parents buttttt i studied amath with fatty i at some cafe,so at least we did smtg efficient :)
after that walked around bugis,the haji and arab street.
headed back to bugis.

and in the night went back to haji for dinner.
seesha was tempting.
turkish food for dinner was awesomeee :)
plus,me and fatty had fun chasing after those angmohs.
:D melt i swear.
i want an angmoh bf in the future.
HAHAHA yes yes yes?
sam kang,hanya both agrees with me.
:)

alright.
its lateee.
gotta head back to amath trigo and all that crappy stuff i once again dont understand.
sigh.



x

my mother said to get a bf like my brother hahaha i cant breathe.

taken eons ago.

frugly.lol.

i am back back back.

this whole week has been common tests and i swear it has been horrid.

have been having less than 4 hours of sleep every single bloody day that i am starting to look more and more like a darn zombie with panda eyes.

my head is clogged up,filled to the brim,reached its "saturation point" :(

really really tired.

and through this whole week of shitty papers and not understanding how to do a hell lot of questions,i realised,i hate.i hate.i h8888 clocks.theres never enough time.not enough time to study,not enough time to do the effing paper.

take today as an example.

for chemistry test,i had only 5 minutes left.and i did not even touch the whole of section C yet -.-

sigh.sometimes i wonder if i can even pass my olevels at the rate i am going man.

alright.two more papers left to go.

after tuesday,i will be free :)

out out out out out.

its calling me.i can hear it ^^

tmr's tuition,home and out with fatty in the evening(?),

yay cant wait.i need retail therapy to calm my nerves.

biology and amaths are gonna kill me and my brain cells.

x

filled,

its 11.32 pm and my brain feels like its being overloaded.
it feels heavy,full,filled to the brim.
feels like i have ate too much and i am feeling rather fat now i wish i could purge it all out.
omg i am nuts -.-
sigh spent the whole afternoon-night memorising the shit on social studies.
and when i called koo around 10.30 plus i cant remember,
she told me that it was on inferential skills.so.in other words,
there.was.no.need.to.memorise.anything.
omg omg omg eunice you stupid >:(

sigh so i wasted one whole day.
rewriting the ss notes on drawing blocks,walking aorund the house talking to myself and explaining to myself the situation between Iraq and Kuwait.(i sound stupid)
why cant there be world peace?then can spare me from studying more ss shit. :(

ahhh and worse part is that tmr theres literature and social studies.
and i have not read my shakespheare yet.
darn.i really have no idea how am i gonna memorise all that within erm lets see,
i bet i will knock out around 1am,so i am left with 1hour plus plus plus and a few more mintues.
sigh.
and there's still geog emath chem amath bio i have to worry about.
:(

common tests are bitches that make you feel stupid,tired and brainwashed at the same time.
do you agree?


x

red.

today was horrible.bad.angsty.pissing.

started out the day with finding more shit said.
confrontation.
i wish i could tear __ face apart.

then,during life lesson,got accused of something that i didnt do,got my vday card from brenda confiscated,argued,got scolded,got threatened.reasoned everything out and in turned,was said to have a character problem.

i should have let that dog call my dad.i am sure he will be glad to talk to her.
i was so upset and pissed i swear.took back the card and walked off.
then i burst.

i have got enough of fucky people like you and you.
stop pushing me.why pick on me all the time.
dammit i have been trying very hard already ok
so just eff off if you dont like me.i dont like you either.
infact i cant stand both your faces.both same type.
biased sonofabitch dog.

forget it.
anyway thank God for friends.
hanya fatty thank you for staying back to wait for me,cool me down and hear me out.thank you pene,thank you sheralyn chng for the drawing of MR BUG EYES PICTURE to cheer me up.HAHAH MR BUGS EYE WANSUI.hehe.
oh and debbie kept telling me about the sueing policies you ah LOL.

emath was after that, so i had stef and pui. :D
pui's warm and comfy :) and stef made me laugh at the whole middle finger cum riceball joke.
when i leave this school at the end of the year,the first thing i will do,is point _/_ at fat lard.

anyway reached home and told my mum about what happened.even she told me to tell __ to call her the next time this happens.and she wouldnt mind taking this all the way to moe either.
cos this has been going on for 1year plus already.

yay love my parents.
even though they are damn strict and sometimes go overboard due to studies.
they are always so cool in dealing with asswipes like __,cos they understand and they wont mind me fighting for my right :)

so yes really sorry for such a polluted post,but i just got enough of such dogs.guess anger has been accumulating in me for a pretty long time.
why's the world so filled with them?goodness.
nvm.i have decided.shall just heck such people,proof them wrong and be happy.let them get the wrinkles and high blood pressure.


anyhow,gonna go bath,watch my soapies and its off to hit the books


x

its said to be of a child

thank you Grace chan for the flower and hanya, for the buscuit thingy today :)

iou grace lover!

and hanyaaaa sorry for the cheapo present.birthday birthday,i promise!oh yeah and i want me peekturessss plwease lub lub :P

churched,and brought along the CLEO magazine i bought.

saw the mag yesterday at the mrt station and nearly died of shock when i saw lim yaoxiang's picture on the cover page.he was half naked.and not to mention, damn beefy.

haha was omging all the way.

then in spurts of laughter,purchased the magazine for $4.50 at the stand.

you should see the contents man.50 most eligible bachelor ._.

our school's ex pe teacher :o

so yes,gonna bring it to show the group tmr hehe i know its so wad but whateverrrr ^^

on a side note,i was on fire a few minutes ago.

shant go into the details,but you know what.

i have had enough of the bitchings and the insults.

now,i am being thrown more shit.its unfair and i am already tahaning every every little thing that spouts out from your mouth.so seriously,i am gonna take this one last time.

i am sure i am not being overly sensitive.i just think you are pushing it too much.

not to mention,you dont have the right.you arent even close to me.

so just fug off.seriously i am being damn nice already what more do you want.

_/_

had to eat the chocs pea gave me to cool me down. >:(

but nevertheless,i am alright now.

thank you S for listening to me rant like a crazy ass for that few minutes.

oh yeah and i did tell dearest about it ytd.and i was taught how to deal with it in a pretty funny way that caused laughter over dinner.

:)

okay so after i am done with this offffff to mug.

common tests this week and next week sigh.

bye.

x

traffic light.

i am backk.
gosh my legs are gonna fall off any minute :(
i think we went to the funfair just to pull off the posters with amanda's face on it.
i have three in my room now :}
it was stuffy and hot :( and we met alot of people there.church mates and school peeps.

met dearest after that and we headed to yew tee for a short while,followed by far east to shop and eat hehe ^^
anyway i know you're strong,but you know that i am here no matter what,lubbbb you :)

had fun watching those couples walking around.the flowers,the shopping bags..
the one that caught my eye was the guy who was holding some hello kitty balloon structure for his gf.
that.is.damn.sweet.

oh yeah and i realised some ass of a person stole my panda badge on my bag.
maybe it dropped off but i highly doubt so cos its secured so tightly.
i liked it okay.fugger :(

anyhow.headed home around late evening cos needed to get back before parents did.

oh yes,i was taught corny pickup lines.sweet and corny.

so here's the pickup line of the day
if i were a traffic light,i'd turn red everytime you passed by,just so i could stare at you a bit longer.

^^ melt melt melt.
haha.
alright.dad's being an ass,throwing a fit now.
where's the love man.its vday. zz

ohwell, bye bai bye
pics will be up as soon as i get em.
so happy valentines,and heres my heart from me to you ♥

night.

x

free.

exchanged gifts yada yada in school today.
thank you dearies :) and i am really so sorry my present was like so bloody lol cheapo.
didnt have timeee at all :(
now i have a metal box filled with fats.i dont know if i have the courage to touch it.
hmm anyway school was the normal tiring shittified lessons and stuff.
got caught for ear sticks,pinafore but nah its okay the teacher was cooool.^^
then it was lunch with koo outside and back to school for gz and dance at bugis.

everybody's into britney.
haha at least i am sure for sports day we can all do britney theme.
the principal will go mad and stef will hyperventilate.she idolises britney you see and during the sing song sessions in emath class we will never fail to chant the britney songs :D
LOL.anyway,hopefully our dance will turn out fine yay.

so yes,
tomorrow's valentines,do you have a date? :)
i have got stupid amath lesson in the morning,then its out yayay cant wait.

on a side note,i just remembered the icing koo put on the cookie i got today.
BUG'S EYEEEEE.hahaha at first i thought it was neh x2 and i was thinking what kinda crazy thought was she having -.-
then i found out what it meant.
hehehehe^^ shant eat it.gonna save it.
bug bug bug bug bugs eye.urgh so sad lah.
ohwell its a no way also 8( eunice is very sad :(

haha okayyy enough enough anymore and i bet koo will start her rolling of eyes. :{

alright so happy valentines all you lovers.
bless you all and have a happy day.

x

blank.

okay taking a break after studying bio for goodness knows how long.
excretion and homeostasis.
anybody know whats that?
cos i have no ides whats homeostatsis about and i am going pretty cranky due to having to memorise the whole shitting(excretion) process.

sigh.
anyway school was rather okok.
had this bitch for a relief teacher.
okay not bitch,more like crazy.
i got scolded for tying my hair ._.

anyway.house meeting was successful today.
hahaha omg the girls finally were willing to scream,shout and cheer :)
throat's hoarse now but nah nvm.^^

alright,dad's pmsing once again.
too tired to even open my mouth and argue.
so yeah goodnight all sweet sweet dreams.

x

wrong,

school was normal,
had to go for prefects installation.
pea got caught for her pinafore by some wierd teacher,while me,for my ears,by the vp -.-
rushed home then out to meet koo and xh.
hmmm shone shone hi bulb,lol.

anyway after that headed for tuition and it meant spending half the time laughing at everything under the sun.
my teacher's cool :D
"pricks,bj,randyyyy."
gosh everybody was like going mad laughing so hard.
made a note not to call my son 'randy' everrrr.
go check the dictionary and you will know why.heh.

on a side note,i feel tired.
do you?

alright.i've got plenty of catching up i got to do.study eunice mug mug muggg.
okay why is bug's eye on my mind now hmph :( kooo bug bug bug eye sigh this sucks lol :(

goodnight folks.
sleep tight.


x

it catches up with you.

hi how was your day?

thank gosh for mum who helped me do my geog assignment cos i was rushing hcl revision in the night.and i only finished around,erm,1am? :(

hehe i lub you mummy,

as much as i hate it when you get me into hot soup with dad,i think you are pretty cool when it comes to helping me do my homework.

anyway school was alright.just that i lost my new marker which i really liked.

dammit.went out of amath class just to search for it,and i think some ass took it lah :(

hope your hands rot.

oh yes and am so proud of myself cos i finallyyy found out how to download games.

so now i have games in my poddy hehe can play in class esp when i get sleepy :B

after school headed home.

bumped into A's friend at the school bus stop.

lol this is the third time.

oh and when i went out of my house much later,bumped into another of his friend ._.

anyway said hello and home i went.

alright so i am done for the day.

there's a grumpy old lady coming tonight.

z totally aint looking forward to it.

so yup goodbye all, i need to start doing my presents for my lovers

hmm.need.to.shop.

x

for everything that is beautiful

i found the reallyyyy old photos from my brother's lappy.

yay imma happy girl.

i like old photos they remind me of everything happy sad stupid or foolish things i have done in my past.

anyhow,ytd's dinner was cool,brother's girlfriend came along,and i ruined my denim shorts.

and today was alright.

just that i was stuck with my parents for the afternoon due to my bloody shoes i needed to get.

totally regretted coming home zz

sigh yeah too lazy to elaborate on details buttt.

i found out something.

i have been cheated.(no no not like whatever you guys are thinking)

seriously.after h told me i was like speechless.

okay maybe i had alot to say.lol went mad,hitting my brother.

infact i never felt so #^$*&.

i hate liars.why stoop to this level.

forget it anyway it doesnt matter huh.

thankyou dear fatty for listening to me go on and on and my rantings today.

haha i agreee we all have only two choices,

after thinking abt it,

maybe the second choice about girls being better is right.

HAHA.

on a side note,am getting my teeee haha yayayay

crossing my fingers that when it arrives in the parcel,it will be what i am expecting it to be :B

hmm okay dad is unhappy.

goodbye all.

school's tmr and i am totally not looking forward to squeezing up the bus early in the morning.

plus,theres more tests coming up.

i sense that it will be some mass murder for my brain cells.

sigh okay goodbye weekends hello school life,you suck.

so do you,liar number two.

x

all the poor Fancy's followers.

i wasted my day today.8 hours gone just like that.
and like pene said,we acted like bitches today lol.
talks and stuff were boring,
our group was like laughing,crapping,drawing the whole way through.
the only interesting part was smashing the egg game and laughing over Adolf Hitler.

well i am home now and i have no idea where everybody is.
having this sudden urge to go out,but nah better not :(
shall try to stay contented with just the computer and me :)

on a side note,am wondering if somebody so perfect exists.
cos i want to meet that person.
i guess life's unfair right?
we want what we dont have all the time.
and maybe its better if we cant feel.
emotions do tire one out.

"By all the vows that ever men have broke,in number more than ever women spoke."
go figure.
too much shakespeare,too much reading of midsummer night's dream.
well i think besides the stupid and ridiculous love triangles,and the crazily desperate and love-obsessed Helena (she's crazy i tell you)
i think he actually makes sense in some cases.
just that its a lil bit too hard to understand sometimes,due to all the arty farty words.
haaah but stilllll.i admit i cant tahan a lit lesson without having the sleepy sensation.

alright time to go nap before its out for dinner.

thee bids all adieu :B

bai bai bai bai bai.


x

how limited it can be

hi all. my bones are on the verge of breaking due to dance,got rather unhappy in the morning due to the catching of socks and pinafore.its kinda riduculous cos i was trying to pay the prefects 3bucks due to the prev pair of socks i bought.and here the girl comes asking me to buy another pair when i was actually wearing brand new ones alr.refused and went off.zz

then it was lessons lessons and more lessons.

had biology olevel spa practical test and i had a broken testube.as you can tell,it didnt go that well.

tried to copy the notes in amath for pea.i gave up halfway and went to lala land.

woke up with an aching body.yeap and i remembered spending hcl lesson talking about mr bug eyes again -.- lol ohwell cute okayyy.

had lunch out of school,some halker guy was trying to act smart with me and koo or is it considered as hitting on us cos we were like o.o and i dont know but whatever it is, _/_

then guzhenged followed by dance and home bitter sweet home.

haha so yes that was my day.how was yours?

sorry for the incoherency and i know that my sentence structures are completely way off but yes i am like really tired i swear this week has been a killer.

mentally,my brains heart soul is going haywire and phyiscally,my body is drained out and my eye bags are frigging big now due to the 4hours of sleep each day.

:(

okay off to online therapy not to mention i wanna find nice songs 8)

gotta be out by 7 am tomorrow.

breakfast out with pene and cass before the stupid course stupid workshop stupid stupid stupid.

goodnight all

x

heart's on a roller coaster ride.

yesterday was busy.
today was busy.
seriously i am so tired now that i can hardly walk properly think properly or do anything properly.
it has been tests tests revise tests panic shit shit tuition more tuition and more tests.
just within two days,i feel like it has been a week.
well.
i think i am gonna get 1/20 for emath.i didnt finish any of my graphs.not one.
social studies test was worse.didnot finsh,and i wrote totally out of point.
amath was disappointing.studied and choinged like mad,but ended up staring blankly at the paper in realisation that i forgot how to do the sums.
why do i feel so stupid suddenly :(
%&&*) buck up buck up eunice seow.

school was alrightt.
just embarrassed myself during lit,
stood outside class with pea and others for english.
and it was hcl class with koo that was rather relaxing and funny.
spent the whole lesson ranting to her about mr bug's eye :D
hahaha ahhhhhh mr bugs eyeeee :)
its so unfair right koo sigh :(

anyway,cca was horrid.i was pissed out of my living daylights.dont ask why.
had tuition,nearly fell asleep,and i didnt understand what the chem tutor was talking about at all.
sigh.

i am really exhausted and i have,lets see,two compos to write and due by tmr.
yay.no sleep.again.
mum is pissed.i am irritated.


if you hate being a student,clap your hands.


x

what robbed you?

okay short short post before i am out of the house again.

woke up real late,first reaction was omgomg %*^(*&(
realised that i missed the bus,and yadayada.
dad sent me.
hmm yeah and school was the same.
tiring,and sucks.
the only good thing was that pea toh brought the nuogarts(sp?) from aussy for me.
the whole big bag of it
hehe helloooo fatz.

i need i need to study i swear.
tomorrow's emath test and i have no idea how to do the graph shit.
i dont work well with lines you see.
oh yeah and not to mention,tmr's also social studies test.
and i have not purchased the textbook yet
and the only thing i know,is that Iraq and Kuwait arent on good terms.
:(

okayokayokayyyy.
when i get back i shall hit the books.
pinky promise.


so i am offf bai bai bai.


edited/
back.
its 9.38pm and i am home alone.
i am so so sleepy.tried to mug for social studies first.
but after awhile started my usual nodding offs and i nearly fell asleep on my table again :(
welll and i am sort of done flipping through emath.
i cant bring myself to do the questions :( how?
i doubt i will survive.
cant sleep tonight.no no no.
still have amath trigo.
oh yes and tuition hw i owe eons ago.
:(

on a side note,i bumped into A's friend today.
two times infact.near home and at bishan later in the evening.
from being suprised to feeling erm.-.-.hah.
s'pore's a small world lol.

alright.i am gonna feed myself some cake then off to revise emath again.
i cannot afford to fail emath.
last year's results were o.o
i cant repeat it again.
my father will just kill me.if not,it will be me strangling myself.

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the stares

well no one like that exists.

swear she's hot.

exhausted.

had school till 3.45

sang songs,vandalised pui's hand for emath :}

hcl compo was like omg i had no idea what to write what to do and i didnt bring my dictionary.

sorry i forgot to inform koo too.my bad :(

anyway,rushed off for emath tuition,then after emath,ate and rushed down to bukit timah.

i swear.

my brains are gonna burst from too much math.

it better be worth it i tell you.

this week is full to the brim with tests tests and more tests.

best thing is that i have no idea what the teacher is teaching,so i will have to do ''catching up'' all by myself within.lets seee.a day?

well done.what happened to the new year resolutions and wanting to buck up huh :(

oh i just remembered!

talked to sam during tuition.

hehehe.i want to marry an angmoh right right right ^^

its rather sad,cos i dont think anything is true.define truth would you.

right now,all i want,is my tent made out of pillows and blankets and chairs.

sounds childish,but it does wonders.

guess its just my own form of therapy.

yes,and i really really want to follow what i told sheralyn today.

she doesnt believe meee. :(

but i've decided.and i better stick to it.no more sways and melting.

yeah get it into your head eunice.

will,can and must.

well then goodnight nobody.

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