Dear you.

yesterday went out with my dearies to celebrate hanya's birthday.
had funny conversations.
ate ate ate.
chocolate fondue was heaven.
swearr.
hmm but later on,things happened again,
and yeah.felt really horrible inside on the way home.

i sat on the mrt floor,staring at the damn phone thinking whether to send or not.
though it just contained one word,it felt like it took ages just to press the green button.
but after wad my friends said,yeah,i realised wad they said were true.
ytd,when i saw those msgs,i realised i am affected by it.and it wasnt surprising to me.
but i know why.
i feel angry,stupid and upset.
you are the one who went off first.get it straight.
maybe i am better now,yes i admit.but you have no rights to make it out as if i was having an easy time.for 6fucking months plus i suffered.
i know that by posting such stuff up,i am courting trouble.and i usually dont like posting my feelings on the blog for the whole wide world to see,so yes.i should stop here.
this time,i will listen.


anyhowww thank you guys for being there.
love the usuals!
♥


like a complete piece of art,