massive massive

guess who won champion house for the small ones.

committee bitches of all colour -inserts heart-

mei mei :)

CASS THE MASCOT.HAHA A FOR ASSHOLE :D lub you lah flatface.

bimb broke the pail.

queen of fattyland.

do you feel hot too?

stephanie!

so short :(

puipui.mine all mine ;D

Tess :D
MALMIN.
sianling!
juliaaa.

kelly and milo :)

pweneees ;}

look who we bumped into,and she didnt recognise me on the track in the starting :(

j and koo.chng betrayed her house haha love you!

kh and her green tea :)

RACH TANpea toh!

xw :)

BIMBO YEW

first time i pinned up my fringe for a very very long time.explains why i look so stupid in the pics :( koh will be so proud of me i swear.

first time i ran right infront during mass race.

first time i actually opened my mouth to cheer so hard for LEE.

first time i actually found sports day fun.

there's a first time to everything huh :)

well Lee house got 2nd for cheer comp,pri school champ house and 2nd in overall championship house.we tied with archer.

so we totally.aint.loser.house.anymore.to hell with the comments :P

alot of people said that our mass cheer plus dance was really good,so yay,am happy to the core :)

well so school starts tmr.am not am not looking forward to the draining droning lessons

and movie with p tmr after school i hope heh ^^

on a side note,i am not happy.not happy at all with you and you,but forget it.

its always like that no?

mhhmm anyway rest well all,i sense a long week ahead :(

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its a riddle,

so i havent updated in like days,fingers were feeling lazy and moodswings were on still on actually.haah.

school,the usual boring yawn yawn,dance prac followed by guzheng then yay its over and runs home.

hmm anyway,tomorrow's the big day!

i know its funny how i used to hate green,my house and now i actually became a patriot overnight.GO LEE :D

lets win something back and prove that we aint (L) LEE,if you catch my drift.

super excited hur hur.

gonna meet kh and the others for breakfast and its off to the stadium.

plus plus,pea bought mars bars in advance ^^V

cant wait,sheralyn's gonna betray her house to sit at ours lol.

plus,i want to watch confessions of a shopaholic,yes yes pea lets go watch it tmr!

alright shall end here,goodnight all.

lets all go green shall we?

:)

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dilemma

chew chew snap snap laugh.

i dont know why.why?

yes,what would you do?

love hate love hate tug of war.

i am gonna go make pancakes now and let all the fats coagulate my arteries mind body heart.

go me.

anyway,
dear you,

you nearly scared me okay.

so if you are reading this,

i am always here,you know that i am just a call away!

and even if i cant do anything to help you,i will be glad enough to listen in,cos that's what i am for right?

anybody who stresses you,i will bite them.

love you a million you know that xx

cheek to cheek

yirou's stockings from topshop were sold out.

headed to haji.

the graphic tee i wanted was sold out.

ran in the rain

left me cold and shivering all the way back to the mall.

was eyeing on a top,nearly got it but left the shop for a short while.

when i finally decided to purchase it,the shop owner realised the top got stolen during the 5-1o mins we were gone and when he left the shop.

lol this is hell amusing.

i bet my mum was behind all this,praying that i wont overspent again.

left us frustrated but ohwell next time i guess :(

mhmm gotta go figure out how to use ace-learning.so stupid.i hate online techy stuff.

sigh,dad's irritated again.

hold it in yes.

the hols are over and i am still deprived of my retail therapy sessions.

i miss people i miss hell lot of stuff.

but i guess its always like that right.sucks yes all the time.

ah well.i need my sleep.slept from 7pm to 10pm

got dragged up from bed,

ate dinner,and now i am going back.

sweet dreams you.

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feel

we stood for 3 hours playing guzheng non-stop,sweating in an air-conditioned room.

and before that we were still practicing.

my back's a goner i am going to be a hunchback if this continues.

not happy at all,i feel like my whole holiday has been drained away.

i am missing parties dammit.

for example, today evening's ash's chalet and while they are all having fun i am stuck at home trying not to piss off the father.

plus,i miss goh wenli darn >:(

on a side note,

i hate this.i hate it.

here's to you it everything _/_

i realised that sometimes its so hard to be real.

cos we dont even know whats real anymore.

true? i dont know.i am still trying to figure that out.

gonna bathe now i stink.

byebyebye.

here's to a better weekend.

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picture perfect

taptap on my poddy is the bomb.

addictive and stress relieving yes yes.

well so maybe i should just come to terms with it.

you disgusting you.

and oh yes.another thing.not let the mind wander off to b.e (I KNOW YOU ARE PROUD OF ME KOO)

b e b e b e b e.

fug.

lol alright shall stop here and not confuse anybody anymore

B told me that there's some party tomorrow night dammit i want to go.

i miss shopping.i miss the coffee i miss the lights i miss the noise i miss.

sigh.

alright,gonna pig out on cereal.

its 8 am out of the house tomorrow,dance,then guzheng and chem.

yes this sucks to the max.

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swings

shall upload pics from the party when i get them

too lazy to elaborate everything just remembered reaching home and zonked out soon after.

anyway school has been crazy.

cheer dance in the morning and guzheng straight after that.

conductor is going kinda mad now,scores not fully memorised and sports day is next friday and the cheers/dance/dont know what else is not done.

sigh.we will survive,yes we will.

oh yeah not to forget,the parents are still super controlling.

i think i am gonna rot away soon trust me.

brain's gonna just explode.maybe it will drag my heart along as well.

i am tired,

feel like just dumping everything out of my window and heading to the bed.

not to mention,

this past few late nights i have been yearning to run out of the door just for a few hours before daylight to relieve what i used to have.

dammit i hate being a sec 4 hate it. >:(

alright i think i have teh-ed enough.

gonna go paint now ha ha.

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done with that

sorry yirou and koo for last minute changing plans and stuff.

sigh was on fire awhile back but i decided to heck everything.

so yeah.

for now,i just cant wait for evening,and i am out of this place for the party.

cant wait cant wait cant wait x10x10x10 to leave.

and yes i think i am in need of retail therapy.

rather badly urgh.

eunice is rather sad blahhh.

:(

forget it huh.

sigh alright off off off.

will be back with pics and am crossing fingers that parents wont drag me back in the middle of the night

plus,i have made a mental note,not to ever let my mum go for the parents meet the teachers session in the near future.

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nothing

its like quicksand.
i hate the four walls.so white,so ugly.
i want street lights,coffee,parcels,friends
so maybe you should really go get me a leash,and a cage too.
oh yeah not to mention,i feel cheated.
am i?
gosh i hate this.
plus my body is really cranky today.so's my mood.
got.to.sleep.

scream somemore,just do that, _/_


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done here

parents teacher's meeting session
i expected it not to go well anyway so yeah.
screw you,you you and you.
cant believe how they can sugarcoat their words and later stab you in your back.
watch out,next term,i will make sure i put toothpicks in my eyes,and ask you so many questions just to annoy the living daylights out of you.
ha ha ha i cant wait to see how your face will screw into knotches knowing that it was you who wanted it.
and trust me,i will throw hell lot of riceballs cum fingers at you before i leave these school gates
to show you my appreciation for these past few years,and of course with a smile :)

lalala.

on a side note,i dont really care much about the march holidays considering the fact that there's guzheng every bloody day due to the competition thats the day after my birthday.
which means,i will be spending my birthday in school plucking fugly strings at unearthly hours till i can leave.
i think we aint going to do better, and when the other schools come over for the interaction thing,we will end up embarrassing ourselves :(
ahhh but i will see bel after so long yay :D

alright,so i guess thats the end of my post.
gonna get caffeine, and stay awake for the night
and its tuition tmr,meet stef,and maybe my mum too.

bz bz bz :(
dad's pissing again sigh.



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indifference i wish

so maybe if it was given away,everything would be back?

i am exhausted from a day at school boy ol boy,

i only remembered laughing like an asshole,wiping my tears away while laughing,banging my head on the table and singing random tunes during chemistry.

loud to keep me mentally awake.

it was hysterical,koo kept laughing,which made me go crazier.

and pea debb told me to stfu all the way :( lol heartbroken.

my mom used to tell me that since young,whenever i was tired,i would just act like a baby and throw tantrums,cry a river then head off to bed,sleeping soundly and waking up much happier.

this lasted till i was much older.infact,maybe i still do it.lol stupid yes i know.

on a side note.

pondering wondering.i hate it.yes i do.

no b.e today too so sad yes i miss. hahaha saw the crab though.

S jealoussss hahah i know you are gonna kill me if you see this :D

alright i know not many understand this gibberish so i shall stop here.

stupid koo is gonna leave me alone in school tomorrow you lazy ass pon pon pon :(

so aint gonna enjoy myself sigh maybe i will start my whole singing thing again.to amuse myself.

oh yeah and not to mention,i just recalled,syf competition for guzheng will be on my birthday.

FRIGGING 20th APRIL _\_ there goes my birthday sonofanasswipe.

sigh.

i feel sick.

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pure

school was alright,headed to bishan,missed tuition heehee ^^
too lazy to type,but i was pondering over stuff today.

stupid or smart?i am still trying to figure it out.

but i guess from the looks of it,i should have known.

yes? i always did.didnt i?

ohwell okay i am off to see hot girls heh

hibernation,changes,they both sound pretty nice to my ears now.

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footprints

today was one of those days when all i felt like doing was to hide in my bed,under the covers and not doing anything at all.
unfortunately,aint that lucky.dragged myself out,churched,then stoned all the way to ps met pea bought stuff and stoned all the way home with my poddy of course.
the com is throwing a tantrum,i feel..i have no idea.
tired i guess.tired,screwed and everything combined together.
i think i know why everybody wants to fly now.
or maybe i should be a snail,at least i always have a shell,no matter how smelly or slimy i am.
crazy huh


well yah.i actually am very very tempted to just pack my bags,persuade my parents into getting me an air ticket to aussy,meet longlost friends,shop,see angmohs,and overall,just leave.

ahh.but i have school tomorrow and i bet my parents will just think i am down with something.
guess i will just have to stick to my bed.
and i am considering dumping my phone.go me :)


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why perfect

thanks bimbo i want more heh ^^


hmm okay quick post and i am off for therapy.
havent been online for days,i am so proud of myself :)
welll plenty of things happened over the week,too lazy to elaborate.
have been rather caged up and secured onto a leash by the parents sigh.

anyway,far east and haji with yirou today
rushed from fareast to haji and arab street,bumped into cass and bren and now i am broke to the core,
so its no eating now i guess,gotta save
and i cant wait to get my dyes tomorrow :D
gonna meet pea to make our sports day banners for the house
so thats all,the weather has been an ass lately and i realised that i wld somehow be caught running in the rain/getting drenched almost everytime it rains.
gosh wonder how long it will take to get me sick,hope it will be soon.
yes yes hate school.


alright so goodbye may you have a merry weekend.



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breathe

i dont like being a crybaby in public.

i never liked the feeling of red and puffy eyes with people around me.

and i would always keep everything inside me till i got home then i would seek refuge in my bed and under the covers without anybody knowing.

yeah.so anyway.today was horrible,

chemistry just pissed me off too much.

felt like tearing the paper up and screwing myself.

darn.anyway thank you rachel tan,steff cass and chng.

lub you all. xx

sigh so yes.guess this term's results will totally suck to th core and parents teachers session will spell trouble for me

lard is gonna tell tales on me to my parents and i am so gonna die bigtime esp from the results i am getting.

there was a war just now with the dad.

ongoing maybe? lets wait and see when he gets home.

i guess the only thing i can do now is just suck everything in and hide under my covers.

and maybe a box of koko crunch to keep me sane.

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how we hope,we get all tied up

today was a stupid day.
i felt stupid,i got stupid results.

so lets see,emath lesson and we got back our results.set us off on a hysterical mode.
if you were there,you would see 2 girls.1 screaming "MY HAIRS BLUE"and having random fits now and then. lol ily ass.
and the other one laughing then tearing randomly due to laughing too hard, staring into space as she is at a loss of words.then she starts to get agitated,screams and pui slaps her :(
one's stef the other's me go figure.
then higher chinese too.
not to mention,my dictionary broke down and i was having compo,and that was after the returning of overall results too.

have you ever felt so dumb.god maybe i am currently having a self-confidence problem.but i just realised i have been rather stupid in most areas of my life.i have done stupid things,i have hoped for stupid things(still am),i have did stupid things,and last but not least,my results prove that i am mentally challenged.

i am sick and tired of getting back such ugly results,and i hate the feeling of dumbness.
the worst thing was that throughout,my mind was just drifting off to think of the wrong things that were super inappropriate.omg so it was like stupidity in action x2.

i think feeling stupid sucked me dry mentally and physically
thats why i kept filling myself with food to give me a sense of wholeness(still am actually)

ohwell i have to figure out how to open my mouth and tell the father.
as for now,shall head off for my usual therapy session with youtube music and retail.
thats all the comfort i can get before war tonight or maybe tomorrow ( still considering when to tell him)

so bye

i miss b.e why why why slap yourself eunice 8(


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