brother

remember

when we were little kids,we would always get into squabbles.

we fought,we scratched,we bit ( okay maybe more like i bit),we screamed,we cursed

tho i always got beaten up badly,i won the battles,cos i had the best weapon one could get.

just needed to scream " MAAAAA"

and i win,straight away.

the hugs you give,the shoulder i always lean on.people always mistook us for a couple haha annoying but funny.

well,this sounds stupid and corny and mushy and ew i am not used to this but.

I miss you,please please be safe,come back home soon,and dont come back fat

Bon Voyage

x

wake up

i spent my whole day either stuffing my face with bak kwa or sleeping in the car with music blasting into my ears

and now that i am back,i feel half dead.not to mention,i feel like strangling somebody now

but as usual,i guess its just all gonna go.give me a minute or two i still need to digest this.

nothing ever changes huh

hmm,oh yes and my brother's flying off in a few hours time to aussyland

university is robbing me of my brother :(

am telling myself to contain the waterworks,no no no not at changi airport infront of his friends+relatives omg no

so yes..happy chinese new year and happy valentines to you all out there

stay loving xx

x

true

"cos you know,if he really cared,it wont be like that."

SAT>marche with friends>afternoon picnic outside the Fong's place with cute angmoh kids swinging their dogs in the air>later in the night headed to Eunice's place for her 21st birthday party HAPPY BDAY DEAR :)

its sunday evening and i can already feel the monday blues.just realised that i have homework i never knew about till today.

school tmr please be nice

sigh

x

worth?

my current mood:

orientation was cool,1T10 siaaaa,KOJIN \m/,but still..school has been......

i miss PL

i do not want to join guzheng.i know i have been whining and been a total ass bout it since the day i appealed in,but really..i do not want to.i do not like it.why.whywhywhy fuck why sigh.

have you ever felt so alone sometimes.

yeah

anyway.am gonna meet friends tmr,boy have i missed them+their rubbish and the noise that comes along with it haha

TGIF.

x

silence

i got posted to tpjc,but my appeal got through,so i am headed for cjc.

am really really unsure of what kind of direction i am steering towards

just today made me feel so mixed

i really wonder what is going to happen,cos at the back of my head it never fails to always come back and currently,its back,infact it never left.

i hate such a feeling,we are such insecure people.you get me?

not that there's anything to be secure about in my case.

sigh i am tired.

from school (hahaha i knoww right)

I made new friends in tpjc and it sucks cos just when i made friends,i am leaving again :(

new day once again,sigh

goodnight all,lets all hope i dont fall into the kallang river tmr,or get burnt or something.

am crossing all my fingers that this will be good

x