sherpherd of your soul.

sara came to pick me up today
an accident happened.
it happened so fast,yet,i felt like time was passing so slowly that i managed to catch everything in slow-mo.
praying that nothing bad will happen.

hmm churched,an aussy family came down to talk.
was good.understood sermon.
the sister sings like colby caillat and the brother is cute.
talented people.
bought their cd yay thanks kor lub you.
hahah seeee.proves my point.
me and sam wants to marry an angmoh :D

yup so i am home now and i have decided to lock myself in my room till i finsh stupid amath hw to prevent the gay ass from bitching about me some more.
>:/

on a side note,
am quite shocked.
i may sound like i am exaggerating.
but i am rather speechless.
disappointed?
nah.used to it.
guess it would just keep me going,even more.
wonder how you do it man.

nah its okay.forget it.enough of such useless rantings.
on a happy note, i got my studs today.
it may be small but nvmm shall still use it whee :)
i love parcels.cheap thrills i must say.
:)

alright.
off to torture my brain cells.
amath trigo,cos,sin,tan here i come.

goodbye all.
i h8 liars.may your pants go up on fire.may your nose grow longer.so damn long i tell you.

x

the nose grows longer

was late,and couldnt meet koo in time for my mac breakfast :(

sorryyy lol.

schooled,bused down to aljunied then geylang,walked aimlessly around(we got lost too)

and begggged for money.

bumped into many wierd people ._.

really wierd and eccentric people.

shiver shiverrr.

then went back to school returned the money collected and off to clarke quay.

felt really out of place there cos me and chng were in our school uniforms.

got kinda irrritated too,and uncomfortable.

but nehmindddd i got the stuff i wanted so forget it :B

and i am like eyeing on the pink tie dye now.

darn.should have bought it %*&*

yeapp.so anywayy,i learnt my lesson.

i wont wear school uniform there anymore.

and sorry pene for missing your housewarming thing today :(

gong xi fa cai! oh oh and shue yue jin bu, love you mary toh.

eiii ams sworrie.

eeyer.haha i suddenly rmb our convo from ytd night.

all the 'xzxzxz' s lol.

on a side note,i came home,finding out that i missed tuition last week(which i had no intention to do so)

my teacher( the gay one) bitched to my mum about me.

not coming on time,not bringing things,missing lessons,

and something about me not being too bright or something like that.

seriously.wtf.i cant believe he is like that -.-

infact.

out of all the tuitions,i take amath the most seriously alright! >:(

its cos school's amath is useless so i am relying on tuition.

and he has to go tell lil tales about me to my mum.

i am gonna make him wee in his tight pants on monday i tell you.

tsk.

thanks for the bloody encouragement of me being slow.

alright,got to go.father's back.

gonna go do something useful :)

bye.

x

the extraordinary smile

tired.tired,really dead beat.

school with pe as the first period with the monster as our pe teacher is awesome.

kills the whole day.she killed 1/4 of our class who went to the sickbay or home after that.

chng left me for home halfway.takecare lah you :(

in the end i nearly wanted to die.sleeping in most of the classes.

bored to the maxxx. :(

guzheng then dance,which were the usual bone-breaking exercises.

she kept picking on me,but i just continued to laugh or smile it off ^^

heh.

hmm tmr i will be in school uniform.

wasting my time away at some place carrying a damn tin asking for money from strangers.

so not looking forward to spending my saturday there.

thank gosh it ends in the afternoon.

i want to go to a flea howhowhow :(

sigh okay got to go soon.

meeting koo for breakfast before heading to school at 6.30am.

i wont be late i cant be late i wont be late.

so yes.

not to mention,i read something which totally proves the point of being foolish and being a fool.

again huh.zzz

hmm anyway forget it.

goodbye all sweet dreams.

x

a masquerade,

woke up at 4.30 am to complete the damn hw i owed my teacher for eons.
to prevent trouble.but i didnt finish it in the end leaving me zombie-like instead -,-

school today was yawn sleepy yawn yawn boring "huh i dont get it" shit feel so stupid and yes,
not to forget,singing sessions with kookoo in hcl class.
she started to laugh.
then i laughed.
and it was an outburst of giggles.
stupid ah lianxzxx lub you.
:)
and thanks hanya for the hug.i feel better fatty :)

hmm so yup.
guzheng then tuition.
was really pissed by cca.
but chemistry tuition was rather enriching.
i FINALLY understand a teeny weeny lil bit of redox.
i still dont get everything.but,its an achievement yes yes?^^
hope i will feel less stupid in class.
:)

okayy.tmr is gonna be a long day.
dread dread dreading it :(

goodbye,goodnight all.

x

against the world.

ytd night,i realised aunty was gonna leave for aussy like at 11.45 plus?
was shocked cos i found out so last min lol.
anyway! aunty huang.
if you are reading this,
just wanted to tell you all the best alright!
study hard there and when you come back everrrr to visit,you know you better tell me huh.
i am so jealous.i wish i could go off too.sigh.
anyway,take care of yourself and when you come back maybe i will be hearing you in some angmoh accent LOL :)
so yepp.thank you for being so nice(see see i am so nice too^^)
and i am sorry for yeah too.
anyway go find a gf there lah hahaha!then must intro to me cos i find aussy girls hottt :D
so yepp,
bonvoyage aunty huang jiahao,maybe i will see you again someday huh.

anyway so yupp.
had school,house meeting rushed for tuition.
tired so shant go into the details.
i can only rmb getting really pissed by the damn coffee shop chicken rice stall uncle.
ji ko pei lj face.
i tell you.first time a halker made me so %*&&%$%*
>:(

hmm aunty just msged me ._.
from aussy.
lol you siao lah you.
email email emaillll rmb -.-

anyway,so yep.
thats all for tonight folks.
bye byee.

x

can do better,

back from the gatering at uncle tau kok's house.

talked with cecilia and tess half the time :)

ate ate ate,oink oink oink.

haha met those that came back from perth to visit.

joked around,matchmaked LOL ._.

funny,first C then me haha okok its ok if you dont get it.

yeah and after the parents finished their catching ups and stuff,

homed.

and its gonna be dinner out in the night again.

gonna pig out on food even more :(

on a side note,i think i wouldnt mind studying abroad.

sounds fun.

we can run away.you know what i mean?

yeah.unfortunately,i still have a long way to go.oh well.

oh yeah not to mention,i just found out something.

whoopee.made my day 3xxxx better.

sigh.

yeah fools fools everybody is a fool.

okayy.

its school tmr,i lost my homework like seriously,and i am praying there wont be hell.

oh yes.and theres house meeting too,followed by tuition.

so yes,goodbye everybody.

asswipes,fools.

have a merry day.

:)

x

moo off

brother.

pardon my fringe.its hard taking pics with him :D

i ate like a pig.

i drank like a pig.

damn,i am a pig.

visited many houses.

was supposedly planning to meet seah yirou for a late night movie.

but guess what,parents said no again.

cos i am supposed to spend time with the family.

when at the same time,while i am typing this,we are all doing our own separate things.

its not logical.they arent logical for nuts.

oh yes this may sound random but i want to be a boy.

not to mention,an effing smart one.

okay.shant pollute the blog with my pissy mood.

happy chinese new year all.

i am trying my best to keep it happy.

x

linger,

ytd's dinner with the mum's side was good.

east coast at some seafood place.

bumped into ty who was working there sorta shocked lol.

ate,talked talked talked ate.

oh yeah and me and cousins went to watch those uncles catch those fishes in the tanks.

and when they caught the fish it started to fight back,so water started to splash out of the tank and onto my hair.cos i was standing so close.

dammit.

today,

churched

brannigan's birthday bashhh

quite a scene.the boys were trying to hold him down and they were doing sick stuff to his pants and yada yada.

haha and oh yes the cake smashing thing too.

anw happy birthday brannigan and yeap glad to know you since like goodness knows when.

i think in pri 1?

aint sure.but guess whatttt you havent changed. lol jkjk^^

may your day be a happy one.

yup and everywhere was closed so we had to walk over to macs to eat.
and home bitter home.

was kinda happy with the peacefulness due to being the only one at home.

tsk but parents are home now.

sigh.

on a side note,i think today is just one of those zzz days.

:(

not really too enthusiastic about another renuion dinner tonight.sigh ohwell.

alright goodbye all.dad's grumbling and i am like trying to hide in my room using the laptop.

happy chinese new year's eve to all you guys.

shall update much much later tomorrow after all the visitations hongbaos and ba kua.

happy cheena new year's in advance.

moo moo.

x

for a moment in time,

hello lovely cheer up and thanks for today xxx


headed down to fareast.
met reaiah and walked around.
i am currently eyeing on alot of things
so i am just gonna wait for the hongbaos to start rolling in then i shall go get them ^^
yeap then headed to bugis walked around.
bumped into the chan family LOL all of them i tell you.
saw a few familiar faces.was kinda shocked lol.

hmm yeap and now home cos i am off for renuion dinner later.
aint really looking forward to cny except for the cash.
h8 my dress
h8 eating all that ba kua.
h8 having to waste my whole day saying those chinese blessings in chinese.
i guess the hongbao and being able to see the cousins are the compensations.
:/

on a side note i realised my eyes are constantly trying to find trouble.
i ought to bann myself i tell you.
sigh.

alrighty.
offff before the father starts his usual thing on computers and why i am not touching my books.
goodbye.



x

pretty pretty,

alexxx and me :)

eons

2008.we were all seating in the center row so fun :D

look at my mouth -.-

NAFA dancemates

zomg look at us.lol.

i found plenty of old pictures as you can see.

dead beat.

had class for like a short while and went off to prepare for the performance.

performance went alright.

except for the fact that the strap of my shoe broke off halfway.

then next thing i knew,the heel came off too.

^(*&)(&%&%$^

my fav shoe gone :(

hmm oh yes i got insulted today.

i got really agitated cos she brought up a sensitive subject.

please hon,look at yourself first before you start judging me.

this aint the first time and i have already been rather patient cos of certain reasons.

so dont push me.zzz sheralyn was like taking in all my whinings and foul complains.

lol sorry dear.

hmm yes guzheng went rather wellll.

had normal lesson and ended early,dashed out of the classroom and went to the coffeeshop with koo.

ate,chit chatted,laughed

then cca again.

couldnt make it for the steamboat thingy.

ohwell :(

gonna go watch my soapies now.

and its out with dearrrrest tomorrow.

yayayayay like finally.

^^

and seah yirouuu fatttty i want haji lane and studs(i found another place to get it)if you see this! lubbbb you queen of fats.

>:)

okay goodbai cats dogs meow meow.

x

11.14/

i am getting really really really angry now.
i have a clear conscience and dammit i hate it when you guys come checking up on me like that.

forget about them.
anyway.
today school was alright.
amath teacher didnt realise me and cass were missing from classs.
:D
no amath.had talks outside pene's class.
double yay ^^

literature was the same.
gonna sleep but yet cant sleep.
do check out my handwriting this time.it's quite amazing.lol
and teacher makes us do jumping jacks again.

hmm and yeah school ended real late.
my stomach was full of fire.
blackface all the way.
but forget it.
i cant be bothered to whine anymore.

tuitioned.
nearly fell asleep.cos i was so bloody drained.

yes.
and i have a feeling another argument is coming up.
parents.


x

countless of times.

"yeah i think so too"



we had some kidney dissection experiment today.

when ms koh started to pull the long tubing that protruded out of the kidney,i think its called renal pelvis?

sorry i am still kinda foreign to the kidney and all its peeing and shitting functions,not to mention,its parts.

well okkk getting back to the point,

sheralyn started to laugh.

then i asked why.

and i realised why after awhile.

it looked like ___ hahahaha.

hmm we started to laugh like crazyy.

and had this super wthhh talk during bio.

talked till we siao ._.

koo bian tai lah.

got small and big.LOL yes yes?

tskkkk >;D

goshhh laughed laughed laughed till tears sprang out.

played some mrt game too.

rather amusing.

cos i realised i cant see the difference between the green and red line.

got whacked plenty of times too >:(

lunch was spent swallowing down noodles and running up the stairs here there everywhere.

heard a damn funny version of ''disturbia''.

oh yes and had house meeting.

it was chaotic,crazy and the girls were either deaf,mute,or they were snails.

at one point while trying to get their attention,i started to screech/scream.

and i zhao xia.best.people laughed instead of listening to me -,-

wanted to bite them.seriously.ahh nvm.

it ended alright.things were figured out in the end.

just hoping the next meeting wont be as tough.

hmm and yup just finished tuition.

Mr bug eyessss :( :( damn.

anyway.

its late,and i feel like eating cereal at the balcony.

goodbye all.

x

and everyone doesnt want to be alone,

spent the whole day rotting.

literature class nearly had me knocking out on top of my book.

you should see the scribbles i made for lit notes.

shakespeare.sigh.

in the end,the teacher got all of us to do jumping jacks and we couldnt stop till we could accomplish 5 good ones.

had to restart twice cos i was a few seconds slow.

lol so the whole class redid it oops.

so yes.spent beginning of the day was fine.

then till the end of sch after lit class,it got me tired sleepy moody restless and rather unhappy.

which explained my black face.

felt rather useless at one point.

homed,and out again for shopping.

but was super drained :(

housemeeting is tomorrow.

guess the only good thing is that i am missing guzheng cca cos i am doing the thingys.

sigh yeap.and theres some chemistry shit test tmr and i dont even understand the topic let alone memorised all the needed info.

z

homealone right now and am indecisive as to whether i should head to the tv for my soapies or to the chemistry notes.

:(

alright.

guess its byebye for today.

hope i will survive tomorrow without moodswings and that paranoid mind of mine.

x

its about being true,and keeping it real

slept at 2am due to my brain.

spent the whole day feeling like a zombie.

am back after another day at school.

yawn descibes today.

besides having to re-sing the school anthem over and over again.

power i tell you.

laughed at the madness and stupidness.

ohwell.

rushed for tuition was 30mins late.

and now home waiting for the next tuition.

look on the bright side,

tomorrow i am most prolly gonna go shop after school.

cross my fingers cross cross crosss.

:D

and i really want my studs.

:(

hmm anyway alright

i think i feel too tired to continue rambling.

gonna go treat myself some sweet treats and off to bed before cheena teacher comes.

maybe rip out cloth from the 10 dollar dress and do smtg with it.

regretted buying the darn thing :(

dad's home.

better behave myself with the teacher if not its gonna be more arguments and saliva getting wasted.

so yep.

goodbai all.

edited/

hmm just finished tuition.

and it suddenly occurred to me how fast time flies.

my teacher just reminded me that she has been teaching me for 10 years.

since primary one.

as much as i hate the way she teaches,i alws seem to have this connection i have with her.

thats why i never could have the heart to actually stop my tuitions with her.

heh.

time flies huh.

well at times i wish it would fly faster.

yet there's always the uncertainty.

x

saints or sinners

churched.had cell lunch at pizza hut,churched,found hanya and off to town.

i decided not to get the heels.

i am sad.

:(

sigh and yeap talked with hanyaaaa laughed,crapped,shopped.

love you deep deep dear!

thanks for going all the way there just to see if i shld get the heels

;)

hmm.

and on the way home,mrt-ed.

i saw the cutest ever guy in history.

i know i sound super bian tai.

but there was this really frigginggg cute kawaiiii mixed blood child.

half angmoh half chinese.

waved and played with him,making funny faces at him during our whole ride back from orchard to serangoon.

i decided.

i want to marry someone like him.

his smile is the cutest ever and his eyes are beeeeauuuutiiful.

even his hair's cute.

hahaha he looked at me and smiled time to time waving.

nearly flew up into the sky i tell you :DDD

reached home.

argued with the father.

the usual.

sigh forget it.

yep.

on a side note,

my eyes suay and saw something again.

speechless.

anyway its off to my room now.

gonna go do something productive.

feel like drawing or doodling or making something.

goodbye you all.

x

studs and zippers

amath tuition homed and out with the mother.
am happy with the dress i bought :)
gonna go back another day to buy the other dress i was eyeing on.

and yes!
saw a pair of heels that nearly made me hyperventilate.
40 bucks.worth it okay.
but but.
its for tall and skinny people and i aint under that category.
:(
but i really like it.
even mum said it was nice.just too high,so its kinda impractical.
but stilllll.she seemed okay with me getting it.
hehhh.
still the fatness is bothering me :(
urgh.

haha okok enough of bimbo rantings.

saw nic and the rest today.
caught up on things i have missed out on.
love you missed you niccc :)
you know i am always here alright.


today was kinda relaxing.
even tuition.though i was trying to hold my giggles in whenever the teacher looked at me with his(he is a guy)new surgically done double eyelid eyes.shiverr i tell you.
see.
i love weekends.



x

flightless bird.

its meant to cover your eyes from seeing the things you dont want to see.

was late for school.

the bus uncle was a jerk you see.

hmm got caught cos i was late.

prefects came up one after another telling me to get new socks take out hair tie take out earrings check pinafore.

was irritated wasted 3 bucks on ugly socks which i took off again after i left.

at the same time my class also kena a special spot-check.

and i heardddd from people,

that it was to spot check pearlyn me debbie and sheralyn and lumpy specifically too?or smtg like that.

cos they were looking out for us?i am not really sure whether its true but yeah.

._.

amazing.had a good laugh about it.right koo?

anyway my friends and i got away and didnt get checked lala.

cant really rmb much of what happened in school but yes.

amath.

was funny.

pasted funny pictures of tortises and ''i am stupid'' signs on bimbo yew's back.

laughed laughed cried continued laughing.

then got scolded by ms wong.

lol.

nearly had to stand at the back of the class again or get chased out of class.

flatfacee casss kept saying ''quiet lah euniceeee" to sabo me while making those buzzing noises as if our handphones were vibrating.

and ms wong kept looking.

-,-

nvm.when ms wong scolds,she's super cute.

heh ^^

yes today's mood was good enough :]

so yupp.laughed,turned behind,got scolded,laughed somemore.

sheralyn makes me laugh.LOL.

we talked about mr bug's eye.

:)

hehehehe.

funny.laughed somemore.

cute cute cute lalala. ^^

hmm yup.

oh yes.guzheng ended reallyyyyy late.

was angry.on fire.

my mum was like trying to cool me down.

rushed to dance.

died there.

sigh.

grade 13 sucks.seriously.

on a side note.dad thought me how to insult people in hokkien.

cos i complained about today.

SOME PEOPLE BULLY ME.

I KNOW WHAT THE WORD MEANS NOW OKAY LOL.

you are so gonna pay for it on monday you BLAHHH

_/_

HAHAHA.

so yup.i am done for today.

tomorrow after tuition i think its shopping with the mother heh.

;D

so goodnight.

x

"free.

isnt that good?"

moodswings are on.

birthday bitch :D

PENEEEE ^^

SARAHHH :D

the things they do to my camera.

YOU ARE MINE.MINE ONLY.

i like this pic.but cass say not nice :( nice right.


wednesday:

ran some errands with yirou,and off to clark quay.

cass birthday and we reached earlier than them lol.

hmm oh yes hanya and i nearly got banged down by some ass of a driver on the road.

@^*&(*&

oh and after dinner rushed to tuition.so yup.

today school was usual boring boring yawn yawn.

hmm saw huang jiahao at the bus stop.lol.

happy birthday you.

see i aint that evil. :)

and i forgot to bring the three chinese essays that i put soso much much effort into writing

and even fell asleep halfway through writing.

like wth.all wasted.was so pissed.

oh yes and i spent guzheng laughing and playing with dora.

she is DOOO-RAAH.and i am EWWW-NIC-IIEE.
haha cca was boring,as you can see.

hmm homed and tuition.

i still have plenty of undone holiday homework i still owe.

sigh

anyway.i know you wont be seeing this but

dear pops,do get well and recover soon :(

i cant wait for the weekends.school kills.

x

and we go huff huff huff.

sec three if i am not wrong.

HAI FALTFACE CASS HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU.

mega camp partner,the usuals,and not to mention,the ass who keeps poking fun of me in amaths lessons.

we have memories of me getting punished to stand and face the wall while you get away scott free huh.

and thank you for being an ass and a friend :)

lol yes.hope you like the card,everything is there,and happy birthday flatface.

may you have a special day.

:)

hmm school was usual boring boring lessons here there everywhere.

laughed over some talk i had with sheralyn.

that asswipe >:D

now i start to think again lah you seeeee! rahh.

the teachers are like telling us how good combined science is.

its like they are persuading us to drop.

cos those who did pure,will def have higher chances of doing well in olvl combined.

its super tempting i tell you.

cos we have the background knowledge of pure science,so even if we drop to combined,we wont lose out in any way when we go to jc.(if we are even going)

ahhh.but doubt my parents will let me drop.

:/

heck.forget forget resist resist.

yup.okok i am super freaking stressed now.

i have 2 lit essays,1 cheena essay and 1 cheena paper undone.

tomorrow's the due date and i am only gonna reach home at 10.30pm.

not gonna sleep tonight.

:(

so yup.

goodbye all.

gonna rush and prepare to meet hanya and off we go.

mum's not home and i need cash badly.

there's cass's bday dinner later and its tuition for me.

school sucks.

x

we were in a song,

sec2 fair

sec4 fair( i changed out of my costume ohwell :/)

hmm no school today due to the celebration of the olvl thingy

met up with pea,deb,lum,pee,yihan,koo at ps

ate lunch and headed to acjc.

i know its funny that we are going for the open house though we are just sec 4,but yahh.

who cares :)

saw a familiar face,and me and koo stared stared turned then laughed.

lol was kinda :o

hmm.

when we reached acjc,walked around.

met even more people.

zomg.today was like a meeting/bumping/catching up session.

i even saw ruiling,my long lost tuition friend.

i used to copy her hw all the time in pri school and we were quite close as you can see :)

caught up for a few seconds with hugs and ''omg-ing''

heh saw meranda,people from church,people from school,marcus,jon yuen(who hurt his neck lol),and lots and lots moree.

OH.and i saw my other long lost tuition mate.

she's freaking preeeetty now.goodness.

her friends are hot :o

lol so after all the bumping into people and stuff,left acjc and went back to ps

walked around,sheralyn left and home bitter home here i am now.

yeah.anyway,ac looked nice.

i dont mind there.

but lets try working hard and getting the grade yes,no eunice?

cos i doubt i am going to try dance for dsa to there.

their dance..erm.lol yeah.

and definately not guzheng.

have been stuck with guzheng since primary 2.

about 8 years now.

wonder why i havent died.

alright so thats that for my day.

school tomorrow.sigh.

and yes yes its cass flatface's birthday tmr with dinner :)

kkkk bye all.

x

so much for i will be there

first and foremost.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUIPUI

i love you like nothing else!i hope you like my card spent the whole night on it from 1am onwards :D

and yes!hope my bday song to you was loud enough ;D

i cant remember anything today.

only 3 things.

emath class,when me and stef went crazzzzyyy and started singing songs damn loudly to piss pui off.

laughed like no tomorrow.

cursed laughed laughed and cried while laughing.

i cant seat next to stef man.i will die going high on britney's songs.

singing like some bitch.

LOL.

second thing,

got really really angry with some relief teachers.

we were actually allowed to go off earlier and skip the compre test.but due to some asshole relief teacher,we were forced to come back and do the paper.

i am gonna fail it,cos i was too preoccupied worrying for my olvl results.

plus we were late so we had to rush through it like crazy.

AND.

my relief teacher was even better.

totally irresponsible and unreasonable.

kept telling us to hurry finish the paper,when it havent even reached ''times up'' yet.

and she kept saying she had to go off.

plus.she didnt allow us to listen to what the pricipal had to say about the olvl results.

so while mrs lee's voice was blasting over the system,we were ''trying'' to cover our ears and finish our paper.

cos the damn relief teacher wanted us to hurry do it so she could go off.

wtf.

seriously.i was on the verge of tearing her ass of a face apart.

super pissed.

after handing up the paper,took my bag and me and pea left immediately to prevent me from fucking her.

sorry for the crude language.

but seriously.

i took like damn long to cool down.

first relief teacher to make me so angry.

kept staring at me somemore _\_

third thing.

my olvl results.

i got a B3 and a merit for oral.

i didnt know whether to be happy or not.

cos my school apparently did horribly in hcl,so yeah,alot of people failed.

we are like belowwww average.

so when i got a B3,it was like,cool.i still have the chance to continue and i still can decide whether i want to drop or not.

but then,at the same time,was rather disappointed.

and i didnt really meet the expectations and requirements of what many people were having for me.

then,pui,cass,hanya,pene,stef,bren came.

and pui gave me a hug.

then i buay tahan.

pui's hug totally made me melt.

and i cried -.-

super embarrassing.

cass was like holding on to my face to prevent me from crying and i was like using pui's uniform to wipe away my tears.

sigh yeah and both of them took me to see food,to try and make me feel happier.

lol.

then i begin crying and laughing at the same time.

cursed laughed cursed points middle finger everywhere.

sorry i was really frustrated.

yeah.thank you guys.

sorry and thank you for dirtying your skirt pui with my bao and tears,sorry and thank you cass for hurting your head with my clips,thank you hanya for yr words.thank you brenda for trying to tell me to drop,then not drop.thank you stef for making me laugh.thank you pene for being there and making me smile.thank you debb for carrying my bag.thank you sheralyn for laughing after you cried too then you made me laugh cos you seriously laugh like a duck.

oh yes.and to my dearest sheralyn you cheerup too okay,

love you.

you know if you go,i go with you ah.

i wont suffer there alone.eww.

h888 cheena to the core.

so yes.tuitioned.

emaths,amaths.

quarrelled with dad on the way home.

he does not make sense.

but i am totally not in the mood now to bother.

so yup.

anyway come to think of it,to get a B3,for me,is considered quite good as i didnt even put in effort and i did not try my best.

so yes.look on the bright side.

i didnt do any worser.

so thank God for my B3

i will try harder next time i guess.

x

i like white.

teeth and me.

okay i just totally wiped out my whole background on impulse

and replaced it with something plain,white and simple :)

and now i have no idea how to work it zzz.

so yes,sorry if you dont see a tagboard,i am working on it.

but but i think theres some comment thingy shit below my post so yes,if you wanna say smtg feel free to use it :)

gonna get koo to help as i suck at such techy stuff.

give me a day or two i will figure how to work this thing cos right now as much as i love my dad,he is being an ass and i have to get off the computer nownownow.

urgh frustrating.

now i have no links,no tagboard.

okok bye.

xx

for the millionth time.

woke up terribly late,missed cell.
rushed to church in a cab with bro.
then it was ahseah and church again.
we played sabotuer(sp?)
and it was damn funny cos i didnt know what was going on half the time as eunice seow suck at card games.
so played a few rounds which was inclusive of me and hanya ''ganging up'' in the game.
which was amusing i must say.
hmm and then walked over,bought my desert and pui's cake and home sweet bitter home.

on a side note,
i am gonna get back my cheena olvl results tmr and i swear the thought of it makes me shiver.
sigh,
too late to regret huh :(
i am just praying that i would be able to pass the requirement.
dont really have any high expectations cos my chinese is kinda er screwed.
:(

ohwellll.
yes yes and talked to sheralyn chng with ___ in conference.
lol see i censor sia.
;)
i helped her sister do her lit hw heh ^^
hmm anyway it was like a rant rant session and haha i lubbb you hon :D
out soon ok!
anyway thanks :)


kay gonna go make myself less stressed.
online therapy here i come.


xx

forgotten along the way.

woke up at 6am thinking i was late.
rushed around like a mad chicken.
then i realised i was early.lol.
hmm guzheng guzheng and more guzheng.
that concluded cca fair.

after that headed to kovan then to bugis with xw.
shopped :D
bought like 3 dresses.of which,i realised that 2 were of impulse :/
ohwell.
i decided.
i am gonna wear my new black dress for chinese new year
i like i like :)
lets not bother bout the no black tradition,shall we?

oh and after we walked here there everywhere,
i went off to meet mama and bro at orchard.
saw many familiar faces.
bought my marks and spencer's cookies.
then walked around yada yada.
homed,then ah seah for dinner.

yup.thats my day,and my legs are seriously aching due to all the walking.
sucks.
okay now gotta go do my homework,and sheralyn's sis lit hw.
lol.

oh oh omg.
i just realised i am gonna get back my olvl cheena results like the day after tmr.
i think i will be forced to drop hcl.
sigh.like seriously.shit.

nvm shall save the worrying for tmr.

goodbye cows dogs cats and you.


x

-ed.

oh oh and yes got tagged by mary pene toh to do this quiz.
:)

1. besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

near my ears.

2.how do you feel when you woke up this morning?

i wanted to go back damn badly to the bed.
which i did for a few minutes before mum started her morning scream.

3.who was the last person you took a picture with?

ehh i cant remember.too many.

4.would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

unfortunately.yeah sorta.(see mummy.i bet you love me :D)

5.would you ever donate blood?

yeah sure.

6.have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex before?

not exactly considered as bestfriends but yeah i have good friends.

7.do you want somebody dead?

not exactly.

8.what does your last text message say?

dont tell you.


9.what are you thinking of right now?

i dont really know.
maybe its how to survive tmr and having to wake up damn bloody early not to mention having to wear the costume and shit.
and green too thanks to my hse.
erm and lots more.but nah shant rant here.


10.do you wish someone was with you right now?

maybe and at the same time maybe not.


11.what time did you go to sleep last night?

1.45-2 am plus
which explains all the sleeping in amath.

12.where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?

school bookshop
lee house shirt.a patriot right haha.

13.is someone on your mind right now?

yeah

14.who was the last person to text you?

shh.

10 people tagged to do this quiz
(pene i am gonna just repeat most of the ppl you tagged okay lol)

1. hanya fatzz
2. sarah chang puiii
3. sheralyn chng koooo lub
4. stef
5. brenda
6. cassss flatface
7. pea toh
8. delane pee
9. bimbo yew
10. gayfriend haha


15: Who is 2 (sarah) having a relationship with?

ME.
she's mine all mineee right pui my pillow :D

16: Is 3 (sheralyn koo) a male of a female?

of course female. -winks- LOL

17: If 7(pea toh) and 10(gayfriend) get together will that be a good thing?

haha zomg it will be rather funny but they dont know each other.

18: What is Number 1(hanya fatz) studying about?

ME ME ME. haha i am finding out how fun this is.


19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?

hanya fatz- on the phone
sarah pui- i sang songs for her in emaths <3>:(
pea toh- smsed.lol gonna see you at 8.20 am huh!
delane- school
bimbo yew- school.bimb bimb bimb
gayfriend-msn.

20: Is Number 4(stef) single?

yep.unless she never tell me laaaa huh huh.but nah.

21: Say something about Number 2(sarah pui)

eunice sings her song"feel you with me in my heart,you make it easier when life gets hardddd''
ohoh.you soft pillow lub you x infinity.
pui so kawaii haha ^^

22: What do you think about Number 3(sheralyn koo) and 6 (cassss) being together?

HAHA SURE BO.amusing question.
the sky will drop and fall on our heads.

23: Describe Number 9 (bimbo yew)

she bites smacks kicks lol :)


24: What will you do if Number 6 (casss)and 7 (pea toh)fight?

on a funny note,i will watch them.
cos watching pea scream is gonna be a real good show.we all know why haha.
we all go deaf.
on a more serious note,i guess i will just let them settle it themselves and not worsen things.



yay okok i am doneee that was highly entertaining.
goodnight.

the sparkle in one's eye.

E:i dont want flash.my eyes will closee.

in the end,snap,no,snap,no,snap and yay my eyes finally opened a lil bit :D

anyway yes thats the bday girl up there :)

school was.so so.

again i forgot whatever i have done.

except that for emaths me and stef were singing and torturing poor sarah for the whole 2 periods.

haha pui pui so cute :D

and

i slept through the whole of amaths.too hungry tired and frustrated due to not understanding a shit she was saying :/

which was 2 periods i think 90 mins.

woke up when it was going to end.

and that ass didnt bother heh ^^

yes and koo is sick.

get well soon lah dont pass me your sickness i am starting to feel sick too

>:D
haha lub lub.

hmm then it was the house meeting which had a rough start.

it was so hard.and was kinda messy.

and they just wouldnt cheer.

their mouths were like either shut.or they were laughing.

we got rather frustrated.

i wanted to bite somebody.

even had to stand in the middle of everyone which totally threw my face on the ground.(pardon the horrible usage of english words)

and it was kinda funny cos the other hse was cheering so loudly everybody turned to look.

and when it was our house,only two girls from outside turned to look.

-.- that was rather funny huh.

sigh anyway nvm i am sure it will work out :)

then rushed for guzheng and then stole mr koh chin gay's cab and went for dance.

i was like running then got into the cab and realised abit too late.

oops lol laughed and had an interesting talk with the cabby.

hmm and dance.was.torture.

sigh.

legs arms.

bye bye.

yeah and tmr is gonna be the fair.

sian.

okie dokey.

thats all for today goodbye.

x

the sparkle.

kicked

this was taken eons and eons ago.
just look at seah yirouuu :D



ok gonna make a quick quick post.
school was the same.
wad can one expect?

yawn yawn yawn got angry with an ass.
amath was like screwed.
got really ^*&(*&(* up.
in the end got rather efffed up.


slept yawned somemore and when it came to literature
did some pop quiz which i didnt study for.
luckily it was mcq so there was only a,b,c,d to choose from.
cheers to shakespear.
then the rest of the lesson was spent trying my best not to sleep in that airconditioned room.
which was rather hard cos my eyes were closing on me and my head was like falling left right center.
oh and i nearly fell off my chair too.
-,-


haha yes and guzhenggg.
and later in the night gonna go out for chem.
sigh.
yup.


tmr is gonna be even worse.
house meeting,guzheng and dance in the night.
i wonder how house meeting is gonna turn out lol.
cross fingers huh.



on a side note,i think i have made up my mind and figured it out.
yeah.
but i will take it one step at a time.
yup.
:)

cca fair on sat.
and gonna find cash to go out after that :D

alrighty.
goodbyee.



x



its all the same,all the same.

uncared.

hai i am so tired i think i am like gonna fall pass out and sleep any minute now.
its like 10.17pm andi am still in my stinky uniform.

hmm yes today nothing much happened.
spotcheck.everyone was expecting it already so yahh.
fat lard was a bitch as usual nothing different.
got caught for the usual hair nails socks ears.
but got away with my uniform and i managed to skip buying the socks :D
hello i have 8 pairs from last year's daily catching and buying routine.
plus.
my socks were totally normal lah.
look at bimbo's.have holes.
and she didnt get caught.
tsk lard.

anyhoww.
school yawn yawn yawn and yay when it was over headed to pri school ate there.
the food is much better there and cheaper too.
guess where i will be heading again tmr.
:P

yupp and off for the meeting.
was kinda funny and interesting.
teacher saw me and pea's ''goth'' school badges.
hahaha.
wth.i bet we could have been killed for that lah.
phew.

yepp.
sports day.
we've got a target!
:)
try our best huh.
lets not be loser house :D

hahaa and when it was done rushed home dropped my stuff and went for PENE'S BDAY THINGY.

happy birthday pene mary toh i love you love you love you.

thank you for being the girl and friend you are.
never failing to make me laugh with your stupid swear words and hysterical giggling.
thanks for the serious talks and not so serious ones too.
i love you mary and may you have the sweetest sixteen day !
:)

yup played at the cafe and tuition lalala.

ok dad is pissing.
goodbye.


x


lie lie lie.

we shall set your pants on fire.

spent the whole day in school rotting away.

english class was rather funny and amusing.
it was rather interesting.having to tahan like crazy,
first time
i restrained myself from lying on the table knowing that the monster will bite me if i touch the table.
first time
i realised how badly i missed annabella ong as my teacher where we could do anything we wanted.
zomg.i think i am going nuts.

well but after english was higher cheena.
the video was boring and the weather was hot.
i knocked out.
and stupid sheralyn kept laughing at me cos when i slept i was super unglam.
i was like half asleep and half awake.
my eyes and mouth were half opened and i was leaning against my water bottle,so my head suddenly tilted too much to one side and i jerked up.
she saw,then started laughing like shit knows what >:(
and i think the lao shi wanted to laugh too cos she saw what happened but obviously she didnt cos she was teaching.
after the class when i went up to her then she laughed.
-.-

embarrassing.
ohh.and yeah got kinda shocked by the roles and all that stuff.
of all people me someone who pons all the meetings,colours her badge black and doesnt really support it.and plus.i hate to run nor am i sporty.i look like an idiot in PE lah.
._.

anyway i am going for emath tuition today,first day,and i am kinda terrified for whats instored.
nvm for the sake of passing the darn subject.

and gonna head off to shop with mama for my school bag and stuff :D
crossing all my fingers and toes that she will be nice with her wallet.

taaaa.


edited/
went to far east.bought my bag and saw a familiar face,working in some really nice shop.
haha was kinda cool heh.i wanted to buy almost the whole shop down.
did i mention i have a thing for pretty notebooks :)

oh yes ayee.
and went for emath tuition.
the darn teacher is the exact version as my dearest form teacher.
sigh.
oh and found out that sam kang is in the kovan branch.i am sooo gonna swap there :D
and argued with the mother on my way home.

but yeah.anyway.
i saw a few pieces at cotton on that caught my eye and its like 5-10 bucks i want i want.
but i dont have the time to get it wahlao :(
praying it wont go away by the tiome i go back for it.
>:/

ahh.see lah.
this is wad happens when your mum is with you and you walk into cotton on.
nehmind.
i shall go back.

lol yes so goodnight all you loves.


x


so now we know

asses asses asses.

school was usual.
i cant even remember what i did.
except for finding out that MRS EMILY JACOBS is my english teacher.
wow.
was screaming at the board like some mad dog -,-
wow.really.wow.
sigh

yes
mrs judy wong is my e geog teacher.
so cute.
heh ate really nice stuff during geog ^^
anddd
bio was understandable for once!
:D
though the six of us didnt bring the ws,
i paid attention alright.
laughed laughed laughed non-stop at some random things.
it was about peeing and the liver shit.
hahaha.

and for the last few periods,ended up falling asleep in chem
head lifts up,then falls back to the table.
damn redox i dont get you.

SPA was the funniest.

it was practical and we all couldnt talk to each other.
it was about redox again.&*^%&
after so many times of pouring the chemicals here and there
i whispered to sheralyn,
she threw me her paper.
copied ^^
then.i threw it back.
and it landed on the floor with a smack.
nearly died.
thank gosh mrs cheong didnt see.

and at the end,when i finally finished writing rubbish on my paper so that i could go,
she gave me some mini lecture.
-.-
ohwell.

yes and off to serangoon to get my pinafore.
the darn uncle couldnt fix it.
so now i guess i am stuck with potato sack for the time being.

so yep.
thats my day for you.

when is chinese new year hols man :(

x


feels like the first time.

hai hai bai bai

churched.
ah seahed,
and churched again.
tried to do my homework on the 3rd level.but.
yah.i turned the page,looked at it.
and again.i had no idea what it meant.
thank you thank you marcus ang and ryan goh for doing my homework for me
:D
haah.
but i still have alot more left!

and school's tmr and the teachers are gonna come chasing for their darn work.
fat lard,annabella ong,mrs cheong woopee.
sucks.sucks sucks to the core.
z
sigh.
i dont wanna go to school.
school's gonna end late tmr.
i bet i am gonna sleep again.waste time away :/
sigh.

anyway,i've got to make up for my practical i ponned with koo during the hols.
apparently its SPA on redox and metals shit.
i-have-no-idea-what-its-about.
and its a ''test''
haha yay good luck to me.
hope i dont burn anything.

okok gotta rush.
slept the whole afternoon when i reached home.
so now theres homework for me waiting.
mum promised to help me do my chem research.

sigh.school sugz.

bye.

x



i will.
i can.

missing and not so missing

new year's eve,we walked along roads talking crapping singing songs laughing camwhoring setting our new year resolutions.luv you lah fat ass.heh ^^

hmm back from amath tuition.

had a bloody horrid shock the minute i stepped into the room.

remember the gay tightpants pms teacher i was telling you about?

now.he has double eyelids.

during the holidays he went for surgery i think.TO CUT HIS SINGLE EYELIDS.

NOW HE HAS DOUBLE.

ewwwwww.this totally gathers even more evidence that he is gay.

which guy goes for surgery to get double eyelids!

my mouth was like :o

and i wanted to laugh whenever he looked at me.zomg.i wonder how am i gonna survive the year with him as my teacher.

hahahahah.

okok shant be mean.

everybody is different in their own ways.

lol.

got a pleasant/not so pleasant surprise from dad who came to pick me up after tuition.

went to j8.paid 5 bucks for renewing my card which he made a fuss over and left me covering my face smiling and embarrassed.

homed,and off to gardens for lunch.

yupp.

most prolly gonna head out later again.

dinner out too.

but for now.

i got to go figure out how to do my holiday homework.

too much too much ^*&^^$^#^

okay,shall do the easiest first.

need to find smtg to copy and paste of the internet and tadaaa ^^

alright.

bye to you all.


x