time.

tomorrow,i am gonna face the paper of my nightmares.
havent prepared hard enough for it,so i am aware that i am gonna just go there and there is a super high chance that i am just gonna fail the whole thing.
but that means that i totally wasted my time for these past 3 years.
staying back late,having to tahan all those boring chinese lessons,and studying my guts out over the prev's hcl exams.
they are all gonna go to waste :(
feel really bad somehow :/
so dear God,i am just praying that i wont screw the paper up so badly beyond regconition
please pleaseee help me get it over and done with pretty please.
i pray deep deep down from the pit of my heart.
okayy have no idea wad i am talking about.
zz.
talking gibberish again :/

hao,i am off to mug!
wish me luck.
i need plenty of it for someone who has always been scraping through all those stupid tests.
:(

xo