to write love on her arms

大家好.今天到学校因为我们有华文补习班.

我的公函拿到了8/20.

一看到分数就想把那张纸撕掉,把它吞进肚子里

olvls 快到了.我在干吗啦(okay dont know if thats how you write it)

>:(

hehh.that summarises my day in school.teacher said we should blog in chinese to improve our standards.

i need all the help i can get HAHAHA.

demoralised now :(

anywayy gonna meet yirou later:)

oh yes auntyyy just reminded me that its halloween today!

thus i just remembered there aint dance cos zhou lao shi cant make it.

:D

heh.yesss my bones are spared.

okk gonna watch my soapies now,

wanted to go to the night safari thingy in the night but nah waste money.

so happy halloween to all you ghosts,witches,ballerinas,dogs,cats,birds.

hope you get a mountain as tall as mt everest of sweets.

xo.

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i am very very very angry now.
argued.
on the verge of just biting someone near me.
and trying my best to not be rude.
i came home bright and early after school,
just for her to vent her frustrations and wadsoever on me.
when i am out,she makes noise and when i am at home,she scolds me for no reason.
its not as if i am not studying,and that i am not stressed.
maybe you are seriously blind cos your daughter here is shivering at the thought of bloody olvls,
and she has been studying every single night but you cant see cos you are always alseep by then.
when i tell you i studied at night,you scolded me for not studying in the morning.
wth you got to be kidding cos morning?
7am when i wake up before school?
when i said that,you just said''yes''.
it is so darn obvious you just dont want to lose a single argument.this is so ridiculous.you are never good at apologising,and people always have to give in.
And.i am not your punching bag.i am your daughter for god's sake.

?

today guzheng irritated the hell out of me,played both songs and got reprimanded again and again,he let us off like 1hour late and i have to come back for extra the day before my chinese olvl,wonder wad my dad is gonna say bout that,and throughout the whole lesson my gastric was acting up again and i couldnt concentrate on anything cos my mind kept wandering and the whole room was freezing and my dearest pea xw dora are off in cheenaland while i am stuck here with the guy that never failed to give me nightmares since i was primary two and i was stuck with guzheng.

>:(

ok enough rantingg
got to rush,have amaths later 8)
and urgh hanya just sent me some link to blogs and now i seriously want to shop.
seah yirouu smelly girl i want to go too :(

cant wait for olvl to be over,
though i know i am not gonna do well,heckk after the paper i am like so gonna run out of the school gates and shop,explore all those places,play,meetup with my bitches and bastards!
:D
i have already planned what i want to do.
heh cant wait ^^

kay the mum has just started on her nagging again.
goodbye all
xo

big fat lies,

woke up super duper early cos i knew i cannot pangsei koo one more time.

haha headed to macs to eat hotcakes with the girl,

bused to school.

chinese intensive.z

after that went s11 there for awhile and headed to chng's house :D

surf the net,fooled around,

F-A-I-T-H.

she's my happy pill :)

she kissed me okay!

okay..so it was just a sloppy peck on the cheek but omg it sent me flying into the skies

:D

gonna to shop with the mother later.
crosses all my fingers pinkies toes,that it will be a successful trip :/
getting her to buy me something is like waiting for pigs to fly
:(
lol anyway tll later too.
presentation.

yes okay my eyelids are drooping.
gonna nap for awhile
visit dreamland.
swear its much better there ^^

xo

commited my ass

had school.

hahaa was supposed to meet ah chng at macs but i woke up late

sorryy shit :P

anyway chinese intensive was horrible and disgusting.

was supposed to do 2 compos and pass up.

but i only did 1 and handed that up.

brain died already.

hope teacher doesnt find out.

:)

ponned guzheng heh ^^

went ps,

ate,walked walked walked.

homed.

kinda feeling real lazy these days

its just me,the tv,the bed and the computer.

:}

If I were a boy

Even just for a day

I’d roll out of bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I’d kick it with who I wanted

And I’d never get confronted for it

Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he’s taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone its broken

So they thinkthat I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she’d be faithful

Waiting for me to come home

hi there i really wish you were here

woke up around 1pm,
studied abit

went out with szx.
fareast to shop hah.
i know i shouldnt have but i couldnt resist going out.
then went to botanical gardens with the family to walkwalkbreathesmelltheflowersandadmirethescenery.

ms phua-ed.in the night.

have to return to school tmr z.
chinese intensive for olvls.
bravo hiphip hurray.
sigh gonna try to pon guzheng after that.

oh chinese,please do quickly pass.
i am sick and tired of you already just screw off i swear you are making me feel super frustrated.
my ears are rotting from all the nagging and i seriously feel like a dimwit and super useless cos i suck at this language.i really really cant wait for olvls to quickly pass so i can get you over with.
but then again,i am dreading that day cos most prolly i will fail the darn paper.

z

brother's out.
wish i could go out too darnn.
:(


anyway doubt i can sleep again tonight.
dont know why.
too too much on my mind recently nothing i can really register into my head though.
lol anyway okay off for some online retail therapy.

happy deepavali and byebye in tamil i have no idea how to say heh.

:)



''what would you do?''

m m m m m you

zzz.
tired tired tired tired.

had church,
ate and headed back to plmc.
lol was supposedly going to study chinese.
but didnt.
ended up talking to amanda vick barry russel
barry was gonna give me 10 bucks if i could stop smiling for just 2mins.
but i couldnt do it cos his face is just too funny.
and i seriously think that my smile is like plastered onto my face.
i cant stop smiling even if i dont mean it ._.
irritating sometimes lol.

well there goes another precious day.
after church,headed home.
slept,
left for dance.
seriously a waste of time ahh oh well.

saw this really cool guy which was busking around serangoon gardens.
he could sing hongkong,taiwanese,english and chinese songs.
and he is blind.
swear he is good.
better than some crooners of today.
lol.

anyway off to shower goodnight all.
xo

is yours the 8:15 flight?

its 6am?

just came home from changi.parents woke me up at 3.45am.

lol yeah but its kinda cool when we were out on the road.

it was empty,

and we saw like girls that were stranded on the road cos their car broke down.

dad stopped but couldnt help cos we were rushing to pick up szx.

saw a cute girl ;) she looked at me lol.

somehow she seems rather familiar.

urgh nvmm my head's kinda clogged up at this moment.

sleepy.

anywayy ytd's barbeque was fun :]

managed to get far far away from the fats. ^^

deb and me sneaked off to the playground.

had girl talk ;D

and to stop daniel from coming,we started to talk about periods,pads and tampons.

hahah really funny,we scared him off.

later went back to her house.

saw some video of her friend drinking booze and puking his guts out.

-.-

lol yup and omg.

deb plays neopets still.

hahaha i swearr i bet she's the only one that still goes to that website lol.

talked ,more,about her life in jarkarta and yada yada.

:)

while talking to her,i started to remember how we used to be super close(we still are)

and we would play barbies together and all those imaginary games when we were really young.

nothing really changed much when she came back.

just that we have grown older and matured heh.

and we can talk abt anything,gossip,guys,shopping lol girly stuff.

i am happy she's back. :)

yes and i mustnt fall asleep.

not now. cant cant cant.

got to last till 9plus.

cos if i fall asleep now,i will definitely be late for cell again :(

cant have that.

butt my eyes are like gonna close anytime :(

no no no shit okay i am talking to myself again. ._.

anywayy gonna online shop to keep myself awake.

good morning or night folks.

ps still halfway through uploading the pics.

haha lazy and sleepy sorry koo lahh

^^

takecare and bon voyage.

gonna miss you,already am.dammit stupid girl.

lets put it in a letter.

had chem tution today.
zz had a shock when i reached there.
i was the only stupid soul there.
the others didnt turn up cos its holidays.
-.- this is how kiasu my parents are.
''noo so what if exams are over?you still have to go tuition,go learn something."
z
slept,usual.


anyway went to doby after tuition.
walk walk
headed home.


there's gonna be a bbq later in the night.
haha fats fats more fats.
:
yeap i am sure i am gonna collapse of tiredness later.

cos gonna go for some bbq then after that,will go home,
and around 1-2am plus in the morning gonna fetch szx home
from changi airport :D
then gonna head to church and followed by outing with seah yirou after church
and around 7pluss there will be dance rehersal.
:O
i will be out non-stop
lol



yes.and i have got to get myself to study chinese!
olvls in a few days time and i havent even touched the books :(
sucks.



okayyy shall update later. on bbq,pics yada yada yada. :)

gonna stuff my head into the world of cheng yu,yan yu,guan yong yu now
no more distractions seow yimin!

bleah feel a headache coming up already :(
heh okay!
zai jian wo yao qu xue hua wen le. -shivers-
eww.

you dont know,

unglam but heck it has bimbo :)

hello kookooo will send you pics soon when i dont feel that lazyyy.

haha and and i read your blog ok!

i agree with reaiah.they just jealous :B

he isnt shit ok! lol you then lah hahahaha ;D

seow zhen xiang cant wait you are coming back

we are gonna camp at changi airport tmr to bring you

home okay! :)

pea toh bonvoyage! you lucky ass can miss extra lessons and

guzheng!argh lol.

love you lah stupid girl.have fun in cheena land.

yes and ytd night,i just realised alot of my clost friends are off to china :(

wahlao.

stef,pene,pea,xw etc alot more.

:(

gonna miss you guys.

come back safe and sound!

i am hljjkopiuoikj;jopihgujkuoiopk tired.

:(

had no school todayyy.

so met shittier shit today :)

bused.

and we saw a few weird people on the bus.

one of them wanted to touch my hair._.

dodged.lol

had my extensions done ^^

city plaza.

then we headed of to cathay to watch High School musical 3

bumped into amanda poh there,

LOL YOU STALKER!

>:)

we even sat like super near each other in the movies.

haha zomg.

the movie was awesome.

Efron is super extremely cute :B

vannesa hudgens is gorgeous lol she has nice legs ;)

ahhh they are so cute together so couple-like

:D

the movie's kinda gay but seriously,

its worth watching!

so sweet :)

anywayy after the movie,went to bugis,shopped

:)

i-n-e-e-d-m-o-n-e-y.

:(

lol yup had dance.

bad.

teacher was picking on me.as usual.

and we danced like 20plus routines?

my legs,back,head,hips hurt now.

worse still when i stepped pa's car,

i spilled a whole can of ice lemon tea.

under the driver's sit,everywhere.

pissed the father off like mad.

lol i am sure its ants infested now :/

oh well tmr i shall go clean the car as an act of repentance heh.

:)

kk going to hop to bed now cos i am really sleepy, tired,

and i am aching everywhere plus not to mention i have chem tmr :( :(

best.

sleeping session here i come.

i need a new tutor,

hah okk.

goodnight all.

goodnight to you.

i dont like getting judged .

last day of school :)

yet it didnt really feel like the last day cos we still have to go back for extra lessons :/

didnt do much.

except for cleaning the class and getting back report books.

got really irritated during the cleaning.

me and the rest were slacking around,

so the ass wanted us to do something.

fine,yes okay.

but when i told her i have a sensitive nose and all that,

she didnt bother.

she told pea and the rest to bring down the trash,

and asked me rather coyly to clean the sides of the wall,with stains all that.

plus,she pulled at my shirt to hold me back when the rest went off.

as if i was some dog

and said very sacarstically that the sides of the walls had no dust.

wth.who would believe that.

she's just against me lah okay.

z.just look at my report book.

grrr.

''positive influence-demonstrates adequately''

''uprightness-performs adequately.''

etc etc.

while others got ''performs strongly,or very strongly."

me and pea got the same.lol

ahh wadever,

i wont seee you for a few mths :)

anyway,headed to compass to eat with koo the shit lol

crapped and walked around :)

koo koo koo not bad i still must say ;D

hahaa see you tmr love!

yupp amaths later.

its going to be fun 8)

cute

dragged my lazy butt to school today :(
NVM ONE ONE MORE DAY!
yupp nothing much today.
i just came home and its funny cos i cant really rmb what i did today ._.
oh yes.

had some dancing thingy.
laughed my butt off due to ____'s dancing.
okok fine shant be so mean luh huh.
not as if i could do it darn well.
but its just that..
it was so fffffffff funny
:D


had normal lessons then some christmas celebration thing?
lol really funny cos we are celebrating it 2 months in advance.
took pictures,slept,talked with ah chng :)
LOL LAST TIME SAY I NOT BAD,NOW MY TURN SAY YOU ;D
hahaa.

after the service,got a sneak peak at our report cards.
saw fat lard's comment for me.
please,its as if she wants to say bad things bout me
but doesnt want to make it so obvious,so she tries to put it nicely.
z
ah maybe i am just too sensitive,
and maybe its cos i dont like you nor you face nor your attitude.
lol and saw some character excessment on me.
lol lol laughed at what it said.
nevermind fat lard whatever you think of me i dont care.
:P
i seriously hope i wont have to see you again next year.


yup anywayy so after school and all those extra lessons,
went home :)
gonna leave for tll later.
presentation.



cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait
cant cant cant cant cant waittttttttttt

h-o-l-i-d-a-y-s
(sprinkles confetti)
:D

hello sentosa hello shopping hello sleepovers hello exploring
hello outings with bitches hello an endless re-run of soap dramas
hello computer hello overseas hello more sleep
hello holidays my love.

and goodbye sayonara adios zai jian
school

:)

okayyy.wait till after my chinese o's then start celebrating. :B





i was,i am,i will.

no no no i dont understand.

schooled.

during assembly,they were giving out prizes to those who won some nafa thingy.

lumpy won.

lol worse thing was that when she came out,

suddenly,-i have no idea why- i screamed ''YEAH LUMMM" when it was quiet.

effing loud.ppl turned.

so the super embarrassed me wanted to dig a hole and hide my head.

which i sort of did, dont ask me how.lol

anyway besides that

school was boring like crazy.

slept alot :/

literature was killer.please,it was in the music room,so it was freeezing.

couldnt tahan anymore,so since i was alr lying on the floor,

caught up on my sleep :)

same for amaths too.

anyway todayy laughed like crazy with sheralyn chng kooooo.

it all started during recess.

wahlao aye pea and the rest said that i looked like some sec 2

and koo looked like the other sec 2's friend lol.

and its funny cos those two girls were always standing together,like me and koo.

bloody insult okayy cursed cursed cursed.

and after awhile,i started acting all kinky.

lol laughed till i cried.

stupid koo i DONT look like herrrr.

%&*&^&*^*%

>:(

demoralising

anyway,laughed all the way back to class.

stomach hurt.

then listened to music,learnt how to play the guitar,slept.

:)

after school rushed home,bathed,changed,headed to seah yirou's house

:D

got irritated with the sewing machine.

hah so my skirt is only halfway done cos i got lazy :)

ate maggi mee,and fooled around.

urgh and ms seah took super unglam pictures of me

that resulted in a fight which sent me and her fighting on the bed

while i was trying to delete them.

stupid girl i bet you can become a rapist when you grow up!

hahah ^^

yupp cheena tution again later.

super sleepy now :(

bed's calling me for a nap

xo

''better believe i bled'' that was what she said.

aint dandy fine

hi world, i am super tired.super super super super tired :(

had school,slacked like a sucker.

cant even remember wad i did.

sleep,sleep,even more sleep? lol.

anyway school ended at 1 pluss,headed to hougang with koo.

ate and walked around.

haha we went to the library cos koo wanted books GUAI RIGHT. 8)

and i just realised how long i have not stepped into a library.

i didnt even know how to use those machine thingys to check how many books you can borrow.

lol and anyway,my membership is invalid now cos i havent updated it in eons.

heh but anyway,koo lent me her card to borrow books too :)

read the starting to a few.

i swear.gossip girls is mostly bout sex.

first few pages is alr z.

lol anyway,guzhenged.

sam cooked maggi mee for me :D

pea was there,and she sat next to me,reminding me of the fats.

fats fats fatz

haha yupp after eating while waiting for my turn,i fell asleep on the couch.

i even put my legs up ._.

lol i must have slept in a very unglam manner cos when i finally woke up,

my teacher was laughing at me telling me she should have taken a picture of me -.-

well done eunice,that means anyone who walked into the office,saw eunice seow lying down on the sofa sleeping like god knows what,drooling and all that.

z

haha anyway,after lesson rushed homeee.

tuition later.

with my dearest ms phua the chinese tutor.

cant wait for chinese olvls to be over.

will finally be able to function properly.

i smell freedom babyyy :)

" what were you like?'' i asked her."were you happy?or were you smiling because they told you to?"

this is an sos.

ytd night was awesomeee :)

after dinner we all headed to tess and cecilia's house

their house was o.o

super lavish my goodness.

luv luv luv their house :D

anyway watched ''way back into love''

laughed laughed.

oh yes and their cat is super scary.

it kept jumping,yes i mean jumping,everywhere.

it seems to like daniel alot haha.

it jumped off daniel's stomach,

followed by jumping OVER his head.not kidding.

poor guy was using the pillows to cover himself half the time.

hahah.

anyway,it was nice catching up with them :)

parents came,picked me up,home sweet home.

overslept today

rushed like a mad dog to church.

ah seah-ed.

lol and i dont know why,but when i was eating i kept hearing someone calling my name

but there wasnt anyone

._. freakyyy.

headed back to churched,

didnt make it for the interview thingy,

but nvm it will be more convenient.

cant wait for the p6 camp and tng camp :D

oh which reminds me i have to sign up,keep forgetting tsk.

homed.

which i spent one hour squatting outside my house

cos eunice seow dumbo forgot to bring her keys so i ended up having to wait for the parents to come home,who,were in orchard.

swear i looked like some homeless person lol.

was squatting there till i nearly fell asleep listening to music.

anywayyy gonna go out later again.bugis.

dance rehersal.

:/

tatatatatata

xo

i am done.

i will find my own paradise.

yes,i will,i must.

tutioned,
which consisted of me shivering,getting frustrated with the ques,and
ended up copying off the answer booklet put next to me.

after that headed to ps,walk walk and wait.
then headed to far east and walked around somemore.
shopped with hanya but we were kinda bored of far east.
so flipped a coin,decided to get my red bull tee and went to hua la gong yuan.
:)
found my hoodie like finally
:D

anyway i just realised that i hardly find shopping centers thrilling anymore.
now,i would rather walk around exploring places where i have nvr been.
super fun can bargain :D
hanya agreed too ^^



oh yes.and something hanya said today made sense
it sort of shook me and left me to think.
yes,i have heard it many many times already,
but this time,it felt different hearing it.
i think i should try harder,
even if it isnt working now,it will soon.
just get over it eunice.



going out again later.
seeing nic and the restttt
:)

forget,forgotten.

school,guzheng-ed,dance.

dance was,zzz.

quarrelled with the mother today.

goodness.

last time it was about eoys.now its cheena olvls.

ahh dont want to talk about it.

was furious.my ears were about to rot away from all that nagging too.

sigh drama soapies,where are you.

miss you :/ my only source of comfort.

tmr out out out with seah yirou!

i cant waitttt for the chinese test to be o-v-e-r.

anw,i am ready to drop.

everyone knows what an idiot i am when it comes to chinese.

dont know wad made me take hcl as a subject -,-

we shall forget the forgotten.

super-bitch.

sex talk today.

lol quite funny the first picture i actually saw during the talk was

a picture of a penis infected with herpes,and a vagina too.(sorry for the crudeness.)

it was swollen ._.

so the min i looked at the screen,cursed,zomg,eyes started to itch-.-

oh but there was a Filipino that came to talk to us.

she's cute ;D

ahh reminds me of my friends from phillipines.miss them :/

anyway,after school had guzheng.

was super irritated in the beginning cos i attended it all by myself ok

pea didnt need.

zzz

so i wasted 4 precious hours.

got so fed up that after awhile of practicing,i took my book and started drawing

so spent like 2hours on drawing?^^

then later thum lao shi wanted to test me.

and i had to play infront of ALL my juniors.on the bloody condutor's stand.

not to mention,i screwed up one part,so i got damn z.

and i stopped halfway.

asked if i could replay.

instead,he didnt allow,and told me to come again tmr.

infact he told me my first part good,and he was intending to let me miss tmr's lesson.

wtfwtfwtfwtf i was super angry ok!

i came today so tmr i dont have to show up.

in the end both days have to go.

wasted my time,and i practically threw my face on the ground to let it be stepped on.(ok i know this isnt proper english but yeah zzz)

__ i H888888888888888888 GUZHENG.

got super agitated,left,headed home.

lol whined like a brat.

zz.

sigh

mum's nagging again.

off to bathe.

byyyee.

no replacement.

had lessons in the early part of the day.
was super boring.
tsk post exam activities.zzz
cant really remember much except carving and more carving.


after school had some excursion thingy,
to Newater.
played camwhored in the bus.lol
oh yes.not to mention i shove debbie's head into the speakers
HAHA whoo ask youuuu see lah now ear all red :D
lol.

oh yes.and when we stepped out of the bus,koo heard something rather offending from some other school.
insulting us z.
eh please lah.i dont see any nice cute shuai or whatever guys see see i open my eyes so wide also cant see.right koo ;)
haha lower sec somemore.
tsk.


anyway,it wasnt as bad as i expected it to be.
the guide was really funny
horny too -.-
he could make real cool sounds and haha okok
he kept saying balls here balls there. ._. (if you get wad i mean hah)
nvm,trip was quite okay.

there's tll later in the night :/
then will be back.
gonna watch more soapies ;D



byeez 8)

dear God,the only thing i ask.

schooled.
seriously a waste of time.
sat in the hall dying and rotting 3/4 of the time.
sat next to pee and pea.
delane drew on my hand to amuse me.
haha oh yes and she did me a favour,by shoving a piece of rocky road into my mouth before the teachers saw.
i was so shocked that i bent over and said "luv you delane" haha but it woke me up :)
plus,did i mention,the irritating angmoh wannabe kept walking near where we were sitting to check on us.
super irritated.
yeah,pee they all got caught for playing bingo during the sermon part.
lol.
yup anywayyy after the thing ended,everybody cheered.
rushed home,changed,went out
:)
FABRIC.luv luv luv luv haha luv my fabric yes seah yirou?
haha cant wait to complete it :D

homed,tuitioned.




its been stuck in my mind the whole day humming humming :}
the lead sinder is kinda cute ok with the tattoos ^^

ahh wake up -slap slap-

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again





AVENGED SEVENFOLD i really want to go for their concert!
but,i am broke.

and my over protective mum thinks i will get molested.(dont ask me why)

-.-

anw saw something.

eyes suay.

nvm.

okok goodnight hope tmr will be a better,much much better day than today.

outttt.

xo

i knew it would be coming,so yeah.
dont worry i will get over it.
i fucking promise.

stupid,yeah.didnt you know.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL LUV YOU :)

TIME CRISIS ;)
Rachel's couzzie.super duper cute :)

she kinda looks like nat when nat was much younger,you think no?

PEA toh,hyperventilating next to me. HAHAHA.

see too much time crisis= the following up there ^

luv you ^^


today didnt have sex talk lol sorry,it was grooming talk.
equally ._.
boringg the teacher was like,a barbie doll then put on too too much makeup.
lol but.she has nice legs ;D
pervertic ahh but heck :)
cant remember much abt the talk lol.


anyway after school,headed out to eat with kooooo.
serangoon we went!
funny things happened.-.-
anywayyy STUPID SHERALYN KEEP QUIET LAH GOOD WAD GOOOOOOD.
._. hahah and you huh pon pon ponnnn :(



guzheng-ed.
headed home.
tutioned.



cant wait for tmr.
fabriccccc :D

kk thats all goodnight xo

wake up eunice seow wake up stupid head.isnt it enough.

the same game,

church in the morning.
worship was good :)
but most of the time,i kept thinking about something disturbing
sigh,felt kinda urgh.
yeah but nvm.
anyway,after church,ah seah,then headed home.



parents declared that they wanted to see my face before i left the house again in the late afternoon -.-
lol,so watched tv rotted around the house,then headed outttt for the birthday thingy :)



yes yes,and HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL :)
lol love you long long time :D
had fun at the club.
ate some kiddy meal,hah so cute.
headed to the arcade.

then played.....TIME CRISIS.
HAHAHAHHAA.its freaking funny i tell you.
it was kinda my first time playing that thing,
and in the beginning,
we(sharon and me) were screaming,screeching,and cursing like goodness knows wad
'ahhh omg omg shit shit shoot it shoot it.fffffff ^&*(&(*^^$-pause-then start screaming again.'
it was being repeated over and over again.
lol BUT WHEN PEA played it was worse okay! she was practically hyperventilating haha.
anyway,now i know why its so addictive.
played it over and over and overrrr again.
screamed like a bitch.haha and the rest were like telling us how noisy we were,cos when they went down,lower level btw,they could hear us screaming ._.



after i spent all my money on time crisis -.-,the rest tried to force me to dance parapara.
screamed,and ended up running all over the place,with people trying to drag me to the bloody machine.

lol ended up hiding behind sharon.
looked like an idiot.haha but it was fun yeahh
yup so we cut the cake,and headed off to home :)



now super tired,havent completed cheena hw,lol tsk nehmindddd i do it tmr during the sex talk.
it will be real interesting lol.
:D



okay really sleepy now.
will upload the pics tmr cos i am feeling too impatient to wait.and pa's nagging again.
yeapp.





oh you know wad,
its funny cos today,when i played it,i suddenly remembered of wad i used to do in the past.
i would alws step on the pedal to make it difficult to play and we would laugh giggle.
its was nice.funny. yeah okok.snap out of it eunice seow.
it s the same game rt?






oh yes.
i h8 i h8 h8 h8 h8
prank msgs.or whatever you call them.
was kinda irritated by it.

yeah but nvm.





anw goodnight humans sweet dreams

within.

woke up late today,dragged my aching butt to tuition at bukit timah.
chemistry was a bore.was like about to give up doing the worksheets he gave me to do,i just wanted to lie on the table and sleep. :( but the room was freezing as per normal.
i bet thats what mr ong uses to keep all his students awake lah haha.
since his lessons are all so boring. :
so i was like shivering,the whole 2 hours. zzz
most of the time,i was looking down at the paper.then since my fringe can partially cover my face,
i caught up abit on my sleep :)
but it was only for a few mins before i started shiver again.
z
haha when tuition was finallyyyyy over,
nearly bounced out of my chair to run out of the door.
and when i opened the door,was smiling to myself like goodness knows wad.
then this person that has class after me,is outside waiting for her turn.
and she sees me smiling and i bet she knows why.
bet she's jealous huh ;D

after that headed to ps.
walked around.
wanted to shop lah but nah :/
control eunice!
walked around somemore then went to subway.
headed home.

watched like a whole series of taiwanese dramas.
heh nice :)

soo i am here now.
bored bored bored.
:(
i dont want to go out.cos i am broke enough urgh and recently ma keeps pmsing.
so my source of money is being cut off :(
saw plenty of stuff online.
:(
i need moolahh.really really badly.
any sponsers? -hopeful smile-
haha okay shit i am so bored that i am talking to myself.

will be back laterrrr :)

Ps kookoookookooo if you see this i upload alr,where are yooooou. :(
lol help me choose can? :)





imma fighter.

aching,did you know?

didnt fail anymore heng heng henggg.
but didnt do well luh but still,at least i passed :)
haha first paper was social studies.
it was divided into 2 sections.
1st part i had 20/25. LOL I WAS LIKE OMG WTF WTF HAHAHA.
cos,i totally didnt study on northen ireland.and the whole time,i was crapping throughout the section.i didnt even know wad i was doing -.-
then 2nd part.
SEQ.10/25.
saw the paper.started laughing.i studied like helllll for this one.spent the whole night memorising stupid facts about Spore,and guess wad.eunice seow dumbdumb failed that section.
haha but nvm lah,still passed overall.
:]

next,hcl.
passed.just on the dotttt. :)

then lit,got B,kinda disappointed :/
but heckk nvmm i didnt study for that anyway.

chem,B.
passedddd :)

bio,C5 HEH I PASSED THANK GOD.^^
failed 2 terms alr.
so,though,SHERALYN CHNG KOOKOO didnt study and got better than me,argh asswipe asswipeee lols you hear me koooo.
i am still H-A-P-P-Y
:D


played with rubberbands,laughing like mad dogs,squealing,giggling while going through paper.
fat lard,even threatened to return me my papers the last.
said my name out infront of everyone.tskk but was in a good mood so didnt bother abt her. :P

after school had guzheng.
lol.thum lao shi wasnt even there.
so,we went to the toilet to chat chat :)
waste time away till it was 6.30
then rushed off to dance.

and i swearrrr dance was horrid.
i think zhou lao shi was in a bad mood.
she made us do 50 krunches(sp?)
50 bridges(sp?) splits(left,right,center)
jumping practices etc etc.
zomg.from head to toe, i am aching right now.
was nearly going mad.
then she kept picking on me :(
super demoralising and i was super frustrated.
my old injury was acting up again.
wished i didnt skip grade.
grade 13.next year.
i swear by then,all my bones would have broken already.
:(

anyway,parents picked me up after dance.
10pm.
and i had interrogation in the car.
bit my mouth,cos i was too tired to argue back alr.besides i shant spoil ma's birthday.



oh yes yes,before i go,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEOW MUMMY :)

i know i havent been the best daughter or whatsoever,always begging you for money,fighting quarrelling sessions with you all the time,at times may get super angry at you that i would just spout horrible things in your face,
but thank you for being there no matter wad.giving me massages and all when i always cant sleep in the night,listening to me rant on and on about stupid things,.and lastly,alws giving me a hug when i am really upset or in a bad mood,though at times you have no idea why.
sooo i love you deep deep down from the v bottom of my ♥ so mushy righttt :D
anyway you wont see this and i really hope you aint -.-
but yeah happy bday mummy and go dye your hair soon lah so white alr you knowww hahaha.
:)



okay that's all folks goodnight.
not really in the best of moods :/

From a city of wonder,

today we got back egeog,emath,amath and english.
first paper was egeog.
the minute i looked at the paper.cursed.
just failed.
first time.ah bloody first time okay!
how can one drop from A to fail >:(
let's just hope my Social studies will pull my elective up.
urgh,best way to start getting back my results hur.

next,emath.HAHAH that one.
failed.expected anyway.
ms chew expected it anyway :}

then,amaths,so-so,could have done better.
but nvmm :/

english,scraped through with a B.
aiya anyway,i seriously do not bother about english anymore.
hate the lessons yeah.
alws sleep,talk,go toilet.
so unproductive lol.

yeapp so anyway,while the teachers were going through physic's paper,
pea,deb,lumpy,koo and me headed off to the canteen.
we had a conversation that leaded to currency rates and dont know what blah blah.
dont ask me what.i didnt get it as usual -.-
banging of tables,mashing of eggs,screeches,gasps of laughter,
lol yeah.we had a 30 mins conversation cum debate on politics ._.
my brain nearly exploded.
lol we sound so geek right 8)
hahah seeee debbie yew your fault !

later after school,
headed off to the dentist with cass,xiao wei and a few others.
played around in the primary school,ate their food.
pea joined us later.
there was guzheng,
but we didnt go,lol so we went to chinatown.
i was controlling myself from spending any money lah
and stupid xw kept making fun of me and bought wadever i liked.
>:(
lol.so unfair.

anyway,6plus headed home.
:
yeap.

tmr we are gonna get back the rest of the papers.bio chem pure lit social studies.
die die die die die
i cant even be bothered to cross my fingers and wish for a miracle anymore.
hahs no use.
:(



sigh eunice seow yimin buck up buck up buck up buck up.

forever was just a word.

school was z as usual.
innovation week thingy.we spent half the day in the stupid freeeezing concert hall :(
rot rot rot
the judges were.erm.lol lets just say they were trying to make life difficult for everyone who came on stage.
thank god we didnt get in :) right koo?
hahah pea and bimbo's group got in and it was %&^*^*$& funny okay
seeing pea and bimbo reasoning with the old man on stage.
hahah the judges asked smthing,then pea rebutt,
continuously.
until the judges were speechless.and also said 'good'
hahah me and koo were laughing like hell
:D
then, my stomach growled like suddenly in the middle of the presentations
._. super embarrassed.
stupid lian kept laughing till i started laughing too
:( :(

soo,in conclusion,though innovation week was boring and a waste of time,we all had a good laugh out of it ^^


lol rushed home,went for dental,then homed.
nearly had guzheng got pissed.

anywayy went to tll and home here i am now.
hahah talking to seah yirou on the phone now
SMELLY GIRL GO BATHE.
HAHA.
:D

ps.i really have no bloody idea how to work this thing so irritating.kookookookooo where are yoooo.why you sleep alreadyyy
:(

tmr we are gonna get back results.
heehaaaheehooo.best.
hope i pass at least :/
(crosses fingers,pinkies,toes)


goodnight world.










tag replies:

debbie:haha fineee bimbo and you suck lah go die.i aint as wuliao as you :)
sheralyn: ♥ :}
ray: lol omg how did you find this blog.anyway,you take care too be happy.

i really want to listen this time round.

haha zomgg sheralyn chng kookoo love you x infinity for helping me with my skin :D
finally updated since god knows when.



anyway,today went out with seah yirou,
saw so so so many leather bags.
damn it but the stupid owner wont sell it any cheaper for 48
:(
i saw this really cool one.urgh.i want :( :( :(

lol oh oh yes and after that we walked around bugis,then we went to ps.
bought my top :)
then watched housebunny.
the girls are superrrr hot okay ;D
laughed,giggled
then rushed home for tuition.
omg wanted to bang my head against the table throughout.
:(
hate chinese.

well anw just saw some things online again.
my eyes my eyes.
sigh.nvm.
suay as usual.


lol anw on a sidenote,
saw kor kor off to taiwan.
friend 1:"hi is this the future mrs seow?"
bro curses and swears.i laugh.
-.-
friend 2:"heyy arent you gonna intro me to yr sis?"
brother introduces.i laugh.
awkward moment.
then my brother gives the 'stay away' look.
laughs.

moments later,
friend2: hey nat come take picture,oh and you can ask your sister along"
brother curses.
i on the otherhand wanted to dig a hole in the ground of changi airport.my parents were there-.-

freaky friends.
but but,i miss you so much seow zhen xiang. :(
hurry come back from taiwan please.
cant wait to disturb you again ^^
i just got a call from you.
:(
oh mann miss you,hope you are doing fine.
3 weeks
:(


ahh wells.tmr there's school.
hope i wont rot to boredom again zzz
meanwhile,i am off to watch tv
:)



why keep doing this.
dearGodifeelreallyreallytired.