make up your mind

few weeks old.


met aunty in the morning.
then had guzheng.
nonstop.
my butt is sore,fingers hurt.
nehmind! it shall be worth it.
after this saturday it will be overrrr :D

i miss my friends.
all all all of them :(
dont know why,felt a sudden pang of sadness.
uh huh.

on a side note,havent been sleeping well these past few days.
around 2 plus will wake up to eat ruffles and drink apple juice then i can get back to sleep.
its a continous cycle
my body is screwed i tell you
mind,soul,and stomach.everytime i eat something,hoping it will get better,it just hurts more -.-
gastric?
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i remember when i was young,i would take chairs,blankets and pillows,trying to form my own little tent.
then i would stay inside for the longest time,playing with my dolls and all.i had this imaginary world that nobody knew about,cos if i told them they would just call it silly.
so yes,i am thinking about making that little tent again.without dolls this time round,just me and when the house is empty of course.
hah just for the fun of it.and i will dump my phone away and all other distractions.
sounds like fun.
:)


xo


I'd rather,
Luther Vandross.