that man in the mirror

okay okay i know i am a lil too slow and you guys must have seen this everywhere
but yeah,bear with me,yes?


thanks to mtv and the newspapers,i've gotten all nostalgic.
so,i am still kinda shocked over michael jackson's death
that guy is a legend,boyy can he sing and dance
i still remember in primary school going over to brenda's house,a group of us,watching michael jackson on screen,and we would start singing along,and somehow,my friends would start the dancing along to thriller hahahaha.
damn,those were the days.
RIP MJ,i am gonna miss that bootyshaking.
plus,i think bimb made sense.its rather sad how ppl only started to appreciate him after his death.

well anyway,today me and stef started singing his songs in class and she kept doing the oww part hahaha
shit it gave me laughters.


well,anyway besides that today was good to be back with my bitches
but, shit cropped up and yeah that resulted in s having to take in my load of crap plus sleeping sessions
whats real fake true false.anyway i think i should start barking.i dont feel good,and after somemore of that load plus flu syptoms and a burning throat,i feel even worse.
i think i'm in need of a reality check.
keep it in keep it in keep it in.

x

its getting cold in here

school's starting tomorrow

i am pouting for the 158697979th time

i just started on my homework

i just realised that lessons are gonna end at 3.45 tmr

i dont want to have to face assholes i dont wanna i dont wanna

i think i am down with flu or something urgh feel horrible

sigh the feeling is coming back

and not to mention,the low self-esteem shit is setting in again

what are you doing what are you doing what are you doing what are you doing what are you doing what are you doing what are you doing _\_

gah screw myself lol

bye all gonna go find my therapy

lets all start trying to love school,shall we?

ha ha ha

bye

x

fickle pickle

-snatches the camera out of my hands and points-
HAHAHAHA ^^v


"ehhh the picture so prettyyy tag me this on yr fb -laughs-"

despite the times you point the finger at me,scream %^*^(**&*&* at me,throw me on your bed and pounce on top of me,laugh like hee ho hee ho when you get crazy,when you give me all those talks that you yrself know i aint listening hehe ^^,and whenever you pinch my butt,and lifting up my skirt infront of millliiiiions of people _/_
haha not to mention,always getting us lost wherever we go huh,and getting off and the wrong bus stops and having to take the sbs bus back.

so yeah you suck seah yirou,but i love you lah alright.queen of fattylandxzxzxz.

so the teacher called in the morning,and laughed at me cos i sounded screwed,well thats cos she woke me up from lala land zz.

anywayyy my day was tiring,out with fat,then had cluster outing( thankyou rachel i think you are awesome and i love your hugs),followed by a mad rush to chem.

i thought i was down with H1N1 thanks to my momsy lol.

school's starting danggg.

gotta start with my pile of homework whoopee

x

dreams

snuck out early crossing my fingers pops wouldnt call back.

well,he did,twice,thank gosh i was still home if not i was a dead man.

shopped,talked talked blahed blahed,walked around,caught terminator salvation,

then continued walking playing camwhoring talking

wanted to drag pee out to play lan haha but guess she couldnt make it :(

plussss,i had a horrible craving.

was so tempted to go all the way down,just to take it from -

but the darn asswipe couldnt make it $#&%^*^($%

noww,i am still craving for it dammit

dont know whats with me lol

hmm anywayyyz,the day was simple,night was simple,we played along the river and sang to a few familiar old songs from the club next door,then mrted home around 11?

yeahhh the hols is coming to an end and i'm feeling the pressure already.

have not completed even half of my hw,boy am i going to have a good start in school

bet dogs are gonna run after me and bite me in the ass once again,nothing new sigh

yet,gotta say,despite the rollercoaster ride,i think things are gonna get better?

i hope.really,i am.

cos it sucks to feel empty and hollow once again,i bet everyone of you thinks so too

alright that was a heavy post,

mum is getting all naggy on me again

gonna head out bye

x

definition please

B's and N's msg:
www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm
vote for extended holidays if you have better senses than the 994 people who wanted to go back to school as scheduled.no offence man,but i bet 3/4 of them were either parents and the 1/4 were just pricks.

extend the damn holidays extend the damn holidays extend the damn holidays extend the damn holidays extend the damn holidays extend the damn holidays extend extend extend it grr grrr grrr
hahah okay that sounds perverse.

on a side note,i realised that everytime i watch my drama serials,i get brainwashed.
this is bad
anyway,flingalingling?
messed up huh up up up down down left right goes the rollercoaster ride
lol i think only C gets what i mean ;)
no and dont say anything on my tagboard when you see this hahahaha.
loveyouforevermore seeyou tmr xxx


laterrr.


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need directions,yes,tell me would you?

sometimes karma comes back and bite you in your butt.

met c in the morning.thank you dear for hearing me whine bitch lalala.

anywayy,am in a better mood now,cos ~ and i know c is gonna say i suck :>

need directions.

need to have a better functioning brain

need to do my major pile of homework

need to think of a plan as to how i am gonna to go to the party

need to think less

need to eat less

need to get it right

need to stop,or maybe,not

hahaha i dont get myself either.

alright am off to watch my drama serials.

my ass better be out on the streets on tuesday.i waaaant to go.

bye all have a happy weekend.

x

so,where are you?

have you ever?
yes i have.many many times.
y'know,sometimes temptation just manages to kicks in,and you dont really know how to deal with it.

hmm on a side note,have been a pretty good daughter these few days,going to my couzy's house and getting tutored.Fyi,Val is a million times better than that lard in school,no offence,i hate that pig.
anyway,most prolly gonna meet S tmr ;D
a few nights before,kept suaning me,
but got to thank you for hearing me blahblah,and making me laugh like a bitch and rolling all over the place infront of my mama.
ni guuu kok kok kokkkk.wtf hahaha.

weeell,so what do you say?i really dont know what i am thinking either.
alright dears gonna head off,
stay happy all :>



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she've got eyes like the bluest skies

xiaowei

Rtan



sarah pui

















was going through sports day pictures.
i miss screaming w/o any reason,going all crazy with my bitches,screaming even more,laughing over P's shaking of butts,the dance that stef choreographed for the cheerleaders.it was awesome ,steffxzxz love :>
well,i need to scream now.very badly.
i want to scold you,punch you till i am contented.
pui when i see you,the first thing imma gonna do when school reopens,is hug you.i miss you,i need my pillow :( the damn school better not change the emath class you have with me :(

so maybe,i saw something i knew i shouldnt have seen.
shouldnt shouldnt have bothered to go there.
so,i was being ignorant,kpo,hands itchy.
dammit.
well,though its the hundredth and millionth time i am going to say this,i decided.
this time,its gonna work out,really,i promise myself.

• sat, went to a flea then spent my afternoon/night at the Farmer's house.C i am going to miss you when you go off to california.we played drinking games and werent allowed to use the loo.
• met S today.laughed over bimbo yew's horrible handwriting.B CAN YOU EVEN READ YR OWN WS? i swear i saw " sluts" on yr paper that S was copying.laughed laughed,and got chased off by some librarian/guard cos we were in some place we shouldnt have been in,ridiculous -.-

so that was my two days spent.
doubt i will be able to make it for D's party at sentosa tmr night damnn.thanks to my mum,who is pissed that there are other sec4 girls are doing 20 compres whereas according to her,i only bother about painting my nails,and having fun zzz. not true.
D i am sorry,yes yes you got my love and lagsana hahaha xx

alright i am done,
later guys.


x

meow.

so this is why we like to build that metal wall around us.

so this is why we pretend

so this is why you will always be such a never-changing dick

i dont see why we should dedicate such posts to such people anymore.

true colours,such ugly colours.

shall stop here,cos i wanted this in the first place,and it has been proven correct time and time again huh :)

ahh we will get over it,we always do.

anywayyy caught a movie today with S,met K J B,S's friends,Dance Subaru,and boyyy was the girl hot.

life's unfair i want to starve myself.

so am gonna go drown my irritation in my own little way now.

balcony+stars+cereal

goodnight all,stay loving.

x

Vaunt

Awesome music,danced danced mashed mashed.

Vaunt was good,except for the many pervs,horny fugs,and the embarrassing chinese pickup line.

bumped into many familiar faces,tess huh who was the first one to squeeze my butt.

i nearly died thinking it was some perv lol.

ohh saw my tuition friend haha cool

but BBB where the hell were you,i only saw your friend >:(

yes,and must thank the C's guyfriend,who was like helping us get through the crowd the whole time and even treated us to an entire jug of coke.

cabbed back at 4plus am and by the time we reached back,we had 1hour30 mins left before leaving to school.D and D slept while me and S played with the com

and i must say i am rather heartbrokened.why are you not gay.why why why.

hmm slept for 45mins.

and dragged my butt to school with D.

spent the entire day in emath lesson dying.i swear every 5 mins my head would reach the table and i would have to struggle pulling myself up.

bimb was having trouble with her head too lol.

ahhh anyway,Vaunt was awesome,danced till i couldnt think about any other shit,so was good was good ^^

even picked up new techniques.ha ha ha ha.

alright thats all for now.

need.sleep.need.sleep.

x