.: feel

we stood for 3 hours playing guzheng non-stop,sweating in an air-conditioned room.

and before that we were still practicing.

my back's a goner i am going to be a hunchback if this continues.

not happy at all,i feel like my whole holiday has been drained away.

i am missing parties dammit.

for example, today evening's ash's chalet and while they are all having fun i am stuck at home trying not to piss off the father.

plus,i miss goh wenli darn >:(

on a side note,

i hate this.i hate it.

here's to you it everything _/_

i realised that sometimes its so hard to be real.

cos we dont even know whats real anymore.

true? i dont know.i am still trying to figure that out.

gonna bathe now i stink.

byebyebye.

here's to a better weekend.

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