indifference i wish

so maybe if it was given away,everything would be back?

i am exhausted from a day at school boy ol boy,

i only remembered laughing like an asshole,wiping my tears away while laughing,banging my head on the table and singing random tunes during chemistry.

loud to keep me mentally awake.

it was hysterical,koo kept laughing,which made me go crazier.

and pea debb told me to stfu all the way :( lol heartbroken.

my mom used to tell me that since young,whenever i was tired,i would just act like a baby and throw tantrums,cry a river then head off to bed,sleeping soundly and waking up much happier.

this lasted till i was much older.infact,maybe i still do it.lol stupid yes i know.

on a side note.

pondering wondering.i hate it.yes i do.

no b.e today too so sad yes i miss. hahaha saw the crab though.

S jealoussss hahah i know you are gonna kill me if you see this :D

alright i know not many understand this gibberish so i shall stop here.

stupid koo is gonna leave me alone in school tomorrow you lazy ass pon pon pon :(

so aint gonna enjoy myself sigh maybe i will start my whole singing thing again.to amuse myself.

oh yeah and not to mention,i just recalled,syf competition for guzheng will be on my birthday.

FRIGGING 20th APRIL _\_ there goes my birthday sonofanasswipe.

sigh.

i feel sick.

x