dreams

snuck out early crossing my fingers pops wouldnt call back.

well,he did,twice,thank gosh i was still home if not i was a dead man.

shopped,talked talked blahed blahed,walked around,caught terminator salvation,

then continued walking playing camwhoring talking

wanted to drag pee out to play lan haha but guess she couldnt make it :(

plussss,i had a horrible craving.

was so tempted to go all the way down,just to take it from -

but the darn asswipe couldnt make it $#&%^*^($%

noww,i am still craving for it dammit

dont know whats with me lol

hmm anywayyyz,the day was simple,night was simple,we played along the river and sang to a few familiar old songs from the club next door,then mrted home around 11?

yeahhh the hols is coming to an end and i'm feeling the pressure already.

have not completed even half of my hw,boy am i going to have a good start in school

bet dogs are gonna run after me and bite me in the ass once again,nothing new sigh

yet,gotta say,despite the rollercoaster ride,i think things are gonna get better?

i hope.really,i am.

cos it sucks to feel empty and hollow once again,i bet everyone of you thinks so too

alright that was a heavy post,

mum is getting all naggy on me again

gonna head out bye

x