i would like to dye the heart white and clean

i am tired and i really want to sleep.
was occasionally knocking out during school.
i cant remember anything.
except for playing with some stuff toy birdy with a detached arm which travelled from hanya's class to underneathe my table and later getting flung around, hugging my bag and falling asleep in chapel.
my usual unglamness made chng laugh -..-

well i cant wait for the weekends.
i need to shop pretty badly and i want more tie-dyes.
chinatown was cancelled today but its alrightt,crossing fingers for saturday with yirou before debbie' dinner and movie after that or more more shopping in the night.

on a side note, mind heart brain is kinda screwed now
i dont know whats wrong with me dammit.
life does not make sense sometimes,dont you think so?
i know i will regret saying all these later,but for now,i really just want to grow up.
i am sick of such things that dont really matter as a whole but just that cos it catches you at a sensitive moment,that it will succeed getting to you.and frustrating your mind brain and stuff.
i am tired.did i already say that just now?

urgh.okay forget what i just said,bet it didnt make sense its just a whole load of gibberish.
gonna head for my retail therapy now.
it works wonders lol.
i am depending on that to lighten me up.


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