its been long blogger its been long.

and no i still aint done with O's,theres still paper 1 chem,bio and hcl.

oh good lord,higher chinese.haha mann is this going to be amusing.

anyway,this two weeks have been hell i am not kidding nor am i trying to fake it cos you know what this two weeks i have been a baby i have been stressed out i look like,feel like,move like a zombie.i screwed a few papers up inclusive of today,nope i dont feel too good but who cares.i have been sitting on th perch of my kitchen's toilet everyday looking out and feeling so damn depressed demoralised and stupid.

wao wao wao haha okay i think i am done with whining i needed to get it out of my system.well anywayy in random order

1. B AND I ARE GONNA HAVE A CAT WE SHALL NAME IT BITCHTARD
2. moe should really consider the feelings of those who do both pure bio and pure lit who have to take 3 papers,both of equal importance and weightage.cos its stupid to put 3 papers in one day.they screw things facts and everything up.it makes them angsty people
3. i teared paper today and boy did it make me feel good
4. i think i suck at handling such stuff
5. no offence i think you are an asshole
6. thank God for brothers

okayy i am done for now,there's dance tonight,please dont kill me.

be strong.

x

looks wrong but heck laa loveyou all the same,hahaha

HANYA YOU SUCK ASS LA FOREVER AND EVER MORE HAHAHA

today's the last day of school for th sec4s,and i missed it,haha sorry saraaah ily i still want th picture okk i dont care i am gna force it out of you ;)

anyway,will have a proper post after O's,10 years of PL and girlfriends,damn i am gonna miss xo

as for noww

brain is going through serious information overload,dance teacher is making my life difficult,i am dying i feel stupid i feel tired,just the other day i was sitting next to the window and was so pissed i wanted to throw my textbk outta the window at 1am in the morning i am not kidding

oh yes and biology has been hilariously amusing.you should see the debates in school.

i understand that we are wonderfully made and all,you should see the anatomy of our human body,but its getting too complex for me.(my friends agree too haha)

as a bio student,i really wished we just had 2 eyeballs,1 stomach,1 mouth,a pair of hands,legs,and a heart.

no need for all the circulation and all that yadayada.

just cell division alone is making me feel like the dumbest thing on earth.

sigh okay i think i just spouted a whole load of nonsense,the stress must be getting into my head.

its 11 20 now,i just got home not too long ago and i need to bathe.

grouchy+tired i feel like i've eaten a ball of fire.

bye

he'll make a way

i have been drowning myself in coffee the whole week aha

mood has been going up down up down left right centre

school+tys+little sleep=siaoseowsiao pissing bimbo yew off haha ^^

anyway,today marks th end of school for those who scored lower than 14,

not me,i am still contemplating on whether i should just hide the card or show and get shot.

well just passing round the photos today,and its funny how i hate the place but love the friends

am gonna miss the crazy shitass times man :(

alrighty,need to go find my lover Mr books books books here i come.

having a migrane now damn

please tell me yknow what you are doing,

have a happy weekend yall

x

eats you out

i feel like a zombie

just drank coffee, damn does it taste good

and now i am looking at pretty girls ha ha

there's dance tonight sigh,here's to another round of "XIAO YI MIN XIAO YI MIN XIAO YI MIN" ahh throw you riceball _\_

dont feel too good,sigh lol this is so depressing,i just realised that everytime i blog,its either me whining(according to joel yu/somebody i forgot haah) or being angsty

oh well,just wait till after O's shall we?

good times on the rollll~ c:

alright, thats all for now.

have a happy weekend guys,

lets not think too much,i will not i will not i will not

bye

x

ilikepicturesdoyou

th hall's been alright
colddd,the worksheets are annoying,

but since our tables are right at the back,its been pretty nice

not to mention the sudden spurts of craziness my friends get lolol,blame the stress,not to mention th damn pingpongballs+table at the back hahah

its coming its coming i can smell it already

damn,we will never be prepared huh.

well over this week,

i have wanted to be blind,curse my eyes seriously,wanted to fly,wanted sleep wanted coffee wanted a new brain wanted more sleep wanted to shop wanted to shop even more

ha ha ha

i think i aint thinking properly anymore.

i feel floaty once again

head's woozy,sigh

okkk thats all for today,there's dance later,and i am hoping that i will pull through without anymore aches.

please be nice please please

k mum's not happy i am not happy bye

demolition

am currently watching the repeat of th VMAs ,lol am specially waiting to catch kanye's asshole move.
okay,maybe he was just drunk.
but totally wrong timing man,now the whole world's screwing him hahaha

hmm this week has been
good:
-parents finallyyyyy agreed to let me go to bk hehehe,well that was after the ridiculous war.
-oinkoink

bad:
-karma bit my ass one too many times
-got back some results.i am pretty much convinced that i have a chance of failing O's
-it was pretty depressing,AND CHNG YOU ARE PERVERTIC HAHA I SWEARRR
-plus,now i dont even dare find out if i am still able to go to bk :(

lol alrighty,gonna head off,
books,coffee,pillow,here i come.


x

little things,

a week flew by so fast that coming to think of it,i cant really remember what i did.

not good.

so vaguely,

• studying has become sucha pain in the butt like seriously :(
• wasnt supposed to be out,played hide-and-seek which failed miserably lol
• and i am broke now,sigh.
• oh yes,and it is pretty miserable to find out that school is gonna be till 4pm every day in term 4.
• my ass+brain+whatever that is left of me is gonna rot even before O's begin :<
• just the other day,my aunt told me that she went shopping for me cos she supposedly thought that i was at home studying.i felt like kicking myself when i heard that.
• coffeeee.dammit,my cravings are starting again.

mhhm so thats all for now.

mum's out,dad's in.and i gotta fly.

bye.

super old photos which i uncovered,hello 2007.

my stomach's churning now grrgrr grr,its 2.30plusplus am

need.to.sleep.

goodnight all,i love weekends :>

x

my computer's down,using the laptop
and now blogger's irritating me too
i cant upload the damn old pictures which i found on this lappy why why whyyy so wasted darn

mhm anywayy this week gave me:
-hardly any sleep
-i can puke out bio now
-a slightly swollen blueblack that hurts to the high heavens
-aching body thanks to dance+3hours of sleep the night before

but but thank God for
-letting me pull through this week
-answer sheets and booklets
-coffee tea coffee tea coffee
-my pillow
-porkyporkchopz heehee C:
(i know you can see this hahaha idiot)

the cute small boy left for aussy today he's migrating so sad i failed to get a picture with him
he's gonna be a playboy when he grows up i tell you
he's good at charming girls lol even my mum haha

anww am thinking of going on hiatus,yet i still cant bring myself to cutting myself off from cyberworld just yet.
so alright shall end here for now.


miss me miss you see you soon
chao


x

• my stomach's churning.
• chngg i still want to puke out the kaya thing lol
• my eyes hurt
• its getting late
• 21/22chapters of unfinished bio
• mhmm
• i am smiling now
• hahahaha
• shit.

alright,one week down,next week's prelims again
cant wait for it to be all over, i need to breathe
do you feel the heat do you do you.
mhm i think the so called heat is burning my ass right now
zah.
well its now 1plusplus and i am in need of sleep really badly
sweet dreams all

x