so,what do you do

its 9:21am,just got back and am currently on my bed dying
yet yes,i have no idea what i am doing here.
okay,maybe i do know why,but i am still living in self denial,i know i suck yes.
anyway,yesterday+tday=gossip girl
consisted of me shedding tears for chuck bass(dont laugh) ,staring,thinking,screaming around 4+am in bimb's house cos chuck finally said an ' i love you' to blair,and concurrently waking bimb's mum due to my screams,not to mention i replayed it twice hahaha erm and let's see
waking up today morning knowing how she felt,not to mention,stepping in a messy goo of squashed up snail did not helped either.

so yes,other than that,i feel.
bad.really,really bad
grouchy too.

i think maybe i should start to hide in my hole.
i really dont know what's worse
mhmm,alright,angsty angsty aint good.not to mention th lack of sleeeeep.guess i am going to dreamland right now goodmorning,goodnight you.


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